Born Helena Jane With a restless soul She moved west to California Became a Center-Fold But once you change your name Well the pieces fall Now she hardly recognizes herself at all.

Im going to the States next summer i think. Yeah, visit my little 2nd cousin in Boston. I want to go to the Click Five concert. RAH.

And there’s never any rain, when you want it A hollow little game, and you’ve won it Looking for a thrill but you’ve done it all So long, put your blue jeans back on girl Go home Remember Hollywood’s not America.

I like that guy so much. But i still can never show him what i really feel. It just doesnt seem like this will end in a fairytale. But he DOES know who i really am. The side that only my closest friends know. Cause i dont have to act when im with him. Its not some silly little game.

And everybody heres, from somewhere else You could make a million dollars, but you might lose yourself And you can take the heat will your heart go cold They say acting’s just pretending, even that gets old.

Im still overly obsessive over Twilight. Edward EDWARD rocks my world. Ive seen clips from the movie set. AWESOME. i cant wait for the finished product. Though Jacob could look a little more Jacob-yyy.

And there’s never any rain, when you want it A hollow little game, and you’ve won it Looking for a thrill but you’ve done it all So long, put your blue jeans back on girl Go home Remember Hollywood’s not America.

MYEs are seriously just around the corner. And i dont really know how to study. Well, i do. Just that i cant be bothered to. I mean, the only things that i have left to really study for are Chinese and ScienceS... Geography is over. And History is just a project.. WHAT is there to study. And as much as I talk about MYEs, i just get irritated when people go right up to you and say "OMG MYEs are here. have you studied? i havent blahblahblah."

And I know what to do when I know that you You can be anything you want to be So long, put your blue jeans back on girl Go home Remember Hollywood’s not America So long put your blue jeans back on girl Go home Remember Hollywood’s not America

SLEEPOVERS. i miss them. I miss watching bimbotic chick flicks that brainwash you, followed by the upbeat tracks from our beloved dance movies, leaving us with a classic like Pride and Prejudice. I miss sharing that blanket thats barely big enough to cover half of us, and the crazy fights of sleeping space. I miss waking up in the afternoon, thinking its still morning. I miss sharing our crazy little secrets late at night, only to forget them the next day.

Hollywood’s not America It’s not America