cause lately i've
dance with me

Put on my records, know my song,
if you're lucky, we might just sing along.
yes, i mean you.
not you, i meant you.

then read me a book,
a classic, any story.
I like Shakespeare and Twilight.

head down to the mall,
pick out some boho-chic.
give me my scarves, my t-shirts,
my flats, my sneakers.
my oversized shades with a coutoure jacket.

and we'll waltz into the movie,
grab a seat in the back,
enjoy the thrill,
of living in another time and riddle.

but at the end of the day,
when sunset has gone,
and twilight has fallen,
one last goodbye,
and a slamming screen door.
is all that we're leaving.


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Thursday, July 31, 2008
BIRTHDAY 31/07/08
7:33 PM
Note : This post will be full of absurd jibberish and if you are here for pictures, then i'm sorry to disappoint you but i'll only be putting them up tomorrow or on saturday. this post is most likely going to be about my day today as a birthday girl and my awesome-tastic presents that i got from my greatest-dear friends. thank you.

RIGHT HERE WE GO!

I came to school today, knowing it was just gonna be just another day like the last. Last year few people knew it was my birthday, which was fine because somehow i didn't like the attention.
I like people knowing though, but i dont like "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA!" repeated to me over and over again D:

Anyway, yes i made it to school. Did i mention that i didn't even have to turn on my alarm clock because i was woken up by 8 smses that morning ? the phone going ZZZ ZZZ ZZZ every 2minutes is so annoying.

Right, so when i entered the class, some people greeted me happy birthday, and i got a card from VANESSA (: it was really really really nice and colorful and wow, SO PERSONAL. thanks girl!

So i made it to section meeting, feeling happy that day. Nothing could go wrong it seemed! At the grand audi, the sec3 councillors were gathered with their PRCs and while i was on the phone with ARIEL, ROI jumped out and shouted HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA in my face. wow, thanks for the wake up call! Then everyone else i knew there was like, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" and shake hands and yadeedahhhh. :D:D

After FRC, went back to class, and lessons as normal. Just that i kept getting text messages saying HAPPY BIRTHDAY. Oh it was great, keeping me awake and happy!

At the end of the day, 2.30, i was through with PHYSICS and BIOLOGY tests and yep, i was walking to get my present. woohoo. Florence and Kaline tagged along yeah ?
Okay ran into XIAOHUI, which is my idea of a worst nightmare (:
NO JUST KIDDING!
oho, she's lao, i'm lao, no more fighting !
Yep, while talking to her Kevin called and was like
"where are you ah?"
"i'm right outside your class -.-"
"oh okay"
"bye"
*hangs up*


Right, so thanks everyone who gave me gifts today, and wished me happy birthday!

Thanks to LiLing, Roi, Alphonso, Delvis and Mabel! Love your presents! (oh yes i know i just got them today but i couldnt resist opening the whatever-thing-you-put-the-present-in)

AND, FUNNIEST BIRTHDAY MESSAGES AWARD GOES TO...

*drumroll*














*keep going*















GERRY!

wanna read ??

"Hey Anna, you ROCKSTAR! You're officially a TEEN today! As you turn 13 i'd like to wish you 13 times the charm, luck and beauty that you now have (: From today onwards, you're able to watch PG13 movies (that is, if you go to America!)! Yay for you! Even though i've known you for less than a year i am already so fond of you. So enjoy your day, and DON'T let anyone get you down. All the best for the year ahead, yeah? <3>

SWEETNESS.


also if you want DEPRESSING, you get Miguel's message...

"lol happy bday anna!!hormones,high school,sibling,parents,driving, temptation,friends and fitting in.hardest time of ur life is heree!....MY hardest time of MY life is is in 3 days -_-i dun wna grow up."

RIGHT.
thank you guys all so much for whatever you've given me, even if it's just a greeting (:

LOVE YOU.


Tuesday, July 29, 2008
bright yet dim ?
7:28 PM
i smile so bright on the outside,
but i'm dying on the inside...


(scroll down to pictures if you can't be bothered to read...)


TWO DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.
it's like, a big deal for some people.
and it's a big deal for me, on some days.
Yet, some days, i just wanna forget it.


I find more joy in anticipation then in actual celebration.
You countdown to the days, hoping for that day to come.
And when it finally does, it passes by like a whirlwind.
When it's over, you try to think back to the joy, the happiness,
but you can never relive the moment again.

Right, enough cheem stuff yeahhhh.

NORMAL, ENGLISH, SIMPLE THINGS...


I started smiling to myself today. That's strangely weird. And it felt so awkward. AND WOW, lucky no one saw me cause i bet i looked spastic.

I have been apparently chosen for the cross-country run. As in, EVERYONE has to run, but i'm representing the class. AM I INSANE?! i can't do long distance! But, well, maybe it's worth a try ? Just don't blame me if i fall flat on my face from exhaustion.

I feel horrible for going to training today. Horrible because my muscles ache ALOT. and even worse because I didn't do anything, just watched, while my teammates suffered. That's wow, shameful ?

OH my 2.4 run was, how shall i say it...
A FAILURE.

i mean, i bet i even hit 15min.. either that, or i missed A by a few seconds.
My gut says so.
and my muscles too.

DISGRACE D:


1. I still need someone to explain physics to me.
2. I think i need to get some kind of medical help.
3. I better run off to do my DnT properly.

SO HERE'S MY PARTING PICTURES AND VIDEOS.



COFFEE BEAN :D I got two Talls for the price of a Venti, which is CHEAP!
all day, staring at the DOG.
That was the BMW car meet, and in case it isn't clear, that's a hecka lot of BMWs.
That's what you get if you leave me with a paper, some markers, and a boring CMP lesson.



Sunday, July 27, 2008
panic panic panic!
6:45 PM
SHIZ.
i haven't done alot of revision and homework.
which means, i can't go online for too long today.
AW MAN.

DO THIS PRONTO!
1. D&T research thingy
2. REVISE FOR LIT.
3. Start preparing Bio.
4. Get someone to explain (effing) physics to me!

ah. test test tests...
every student's worst nightmare.

VANESSA TEO AND KALINE LIM.
why why why do you guys camp at my blog!
i know my music taste is awesome, but you don't have to camp here! hehe.

Right, this post is short, and will remain short.
I have to go do some studying yeah.

and i'll go into zombie-mode like Ariel did, just cause i feel like it.
So if you DO bother me, be prepared to be blasted off to kingdom come for i will chase after you like dearest green Frankenstein and murder you with a revolver.

CIAO~

ps, promise to post about MATTHEW 13 : 44-52.


Saturday, July 26, 2008
that's just the way it's gonna be.
6:41 PM
I'm so bliddy tired!

Went bowling with Eunice at 8+ last night. Reached home at 11pm ?
Yeah it was fun. (:

I shall just post pics, since i am supremely lethargic.
and the urge to sleep is just calling out to me, like a drug.

OH, had a workshop today. YOU CAN DO IT! workshop. it's quite fun, and the trainers are nice.

I learned that..
1. No matter how hard you try to be someone else, you will never be as good as that person. You will always be second. Because you are not that person, and will never be that person.
2. Everyone is different, and there's nothing wrong with being different. It just shows you are unique.
3. To reach your dream, all you have to do is take the first step. The most crucial one.

Oh man this post sounds so boring. *yawn*
Like, gah, it's so NORMAL.




This is the minimum amount of icecream it takes to get me high. OH MAN.

Ohohoho, my cardboard boyfriend (:

I like the effect don't you ??? THATS ARIEL PICKING AT HER FOOD!



the cha yi lesson thingy.
TEA GROUP 08 :D
my second head slash body part slash super glued to me friend.

who is now so far away, happily smsing someone. JUST LOOK AT THAT SMILE!


And Jamie looks sian cause she doesnt like tea.
Zi Qin's crazy straw thingy-magig.
That's what take-away chocolate waffles looks like. it was tasty though .yum yum (:
EDAWG versus CHICA. a.k.a EUNICE versus CHESKA. gosh eunice. suck that up :P but, that was such a lousy game!!! grrgrrrrrrr.
OKAY THATS IT. i dont wanna post anymore. too tedious.
ALPHONSO SENG HOW CAN YOU POSSIBLY KEEP PUTTING UP PHOTOS LIKE THIS. D:

anyway, KALINE, whether you like it or not, that's just the way it's gonna be.

oh yes, i will personally murder that person who texted me last night/this morning at 3am and woke me up. I may not have replied, but i read it. THANKS FOR INTERRUPTING MY BEAUTY SLEEP. *pouts*


Thursday, July 24, 2008
you don't have the right to judge me. they do though (:
8:59 PM
INTENSE MUSCLE ACHE.
i think, i'm getting old.
RIGHT JOLIN!!!
knee pain, leg pain, back pain, shoulder pain...
oldieeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
T.T

Netball was super super slack.
for me anyway.
Cause i can't do Beep Test, can't run so much.
KNEE PAIN!
I reached level 6.3 for beep test with BIMBO TWO AND THREE (:
not bad not bad!
but now, Coach wants us to reach level 7.5 before we are allowed to, NOT run for the month.
OMG.

Gosh, i'm sorry to everyone i've been such a bitch to today.
Not in a good mood.

So let's see...

There was firedrill about 20 minutes before recess.
SECTION FIVE "rushed" down for some kind of duty yeah?
But we didn't have to do it in the end, since it was just a drill.
So we went to GA to slack haha!

LiLing : Eh where's YanZhan and GaoXiang ah?
Someone : Oh they went back to class le.
LiLing : AIYA!! Actually wanted to pai section photo ley!
ChongJin : *diao look* you want to take photo, WHEN THERE'S A FIRE DRILL?!
LiLing : Yeah what, got something wrong meh?
SectionFive : *laugh laugh laugh*


Then....
Had Maths test until 3pm,
then went to run 1 round around the school for training.
Ate afterwards. School food tastes so gross now. OH MAN.
So training, and yeah, IT RAINED.
so we were let off about 20 minutes earlier.
WOOHOOO~

Now. i'm sitting in front of the computer,
with very stiff legs.
and slightly painful knees.
and an aching back.
and painful shoulder blades.

OLD LIAO AH~

i need a little more luck
then a little bit,
cause everytime i get stuck,
the words won't fit.
everytime i try,
i get tongue-tied.
i need a little bit luck to get me by.

guys, i'll tell you this. for you people, i won't let whatever they say get to me. after all, it's not worth it. one of you told me, it won't matter. another said, just let it pass. you're right. they don't really know me, and the only people who have the right to judge me, are my friends, and God.

love you guys, and thanks for being that pillar of strength (:


Tuesday, July 22, 2008
friends, live and die for them.
7:22 PM
oh man.
i'm so so so so so so so tired!
My body is aching like JELLY.
you know!
WOBBLY D:

Training today seemed,
SUPPOSED TO BE fruitful.
but,
it wasnt.
sigh...

OH, we ran our usual two rounds, OPPOSITE from the normal way.
SO, we clashed a little with the sec 3s running.
Quite funny watching them run THE OTHER WAY.
oh right,
WE were in the wrong!
hahaha.

Before though,
was in the classroom STUDYING.
(pfft, so hardworking right!)
and i was like, APPARENTLY, doing some really bimbo things.
WHICH I WASN'T!
huh, some people are just too jealous :D:D

Despite everything that's threatening to drag me down into a dark shadowy abyss where i shall cry my eyes out,
I'M FEELING HAPPY and LUCKY.

i'm doing my best you guys.
thanks for all the talks and everything, and attempts to cheer me up!

oh i just remember something that kevin said during step-down,
that REALLY struck me.

paraphrasing here we go.

Kevin says:
i say that its not easy to hide your tears and feelings. coming to fullboard with a smile so that everyone think you are strong when ur not
this is so that everyone follows your lead.
blabla
I THINK.

(even he can't remember muahaha. LAOREN!)

but it stands true.

if there's something worth living for,
it'd be God and Friends and Family of course.

I'm really wondering about this whole new problem.
Is it my fault ?
Should i or should i not apologise?
After all, if it wasn't really my fault, i would risk losing my pride.
But, this thing insulted my councillor friends in a way, but mostly insulted me.
I laughed it off the first night, but, the second night ?
it just GOT to me.
i need some time to think, some time to sort things out.
but i can't seem to do that on my own, but i don't want to drag my friends into this.
WHAT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO!

and i have to eat dinner now..
ciaoo~


Monday, July 21, 2008
not that easily broken. FRIENDS ILY.
10:39 PM
OH MAN.
I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE MY FRIENDS NOW.
guy or girl or gay or whatever.
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH.

when people try to knock me down,
i'd hold out for as long as i can.
but when the pressure comes to,
there, shall be my friends,
standing by me too.

SERIOUSLY,
without you guys, i think i would have collapsed and cried.

The best thing you guys do,
LISTEN.

Today, the sec fours stepped down from their posts.
I think it was quite sad.
Until Mr Chua came in and gave HIS speech.
Kind of ruined the mood a little.
AW MAN WINGYEE CRIED ):
free hugs remember dear girl ?

well nothing much happened today.

OH I KNOW ONE BIMBO INCIDENT.
i was opening the car door (going to tuition) and as i opened it..
the door hit my face.

.....

OMG THAT WAS SO BIMBOTIC.

right i gotta go.

DEAR FRIENDS YOU GUYS ROCK.
kaline, roi, he wei, alphonso, steph and beckie (:


Sunday, July 20, 2008
HAPPY BITCHING YO!
9:11 PM
HE WEI AND XIAOHUI.
you guys ROCK.
as in ROCK.

thanks for like, everything we've talked about!
HAHA.
always makes my day (:

XIAOHUI FEEL TOUCHED OKAY.
im actually, *gasp* SAYING NICE THINGS about you.

no la jkjk,
you guys are really great (:

THATS ALL.

oh and EUNICE C. crashed at my house again today.
her parents abandoned her awwwww.
HAHAHAHAHA.

other than that,
it was a pretty normal, HOT, Sunday.

darnels and wheats.


Saturday, July 19, 2008
my little family (:
10:37 PM
HAIYAAAAA!!!
*karate kick*

Party wasn't as boring as expected ehh!
If Inah is there.. there would never be a dull moment!

HAHAHA.
we were laming around as usual.
tsktsk.
SAYING SUCH RANDOM THINGS!

i nah.

Then eh, Inah + Angelo + Lorenzo + Edison + Me + Ian + Ponz were all at the steps.
GAH I WANTED TO PLAY WITH THE PSP SO BADLY.
but nooooooooooooooo.
Edison wouldnt let me arghhhh.
stupid convict-looking kuya with a weird brain.

gah and my hair got messed.
and we made a new word (:

KNEE-ED + NUDGED = KNEEDGED !!

ANYWAY,
hanging out today made me realise how much fun my friends can be.
WE'RE SO LAME WE ROCK.

and i realised how much we seem to be a family.
Kuyas(big bro) being Angelo+Gericho+Edison+Anthony.
Ates(big sis) being Bea+Joy+Inah+Eunice
and the childish ones being ME+MEI+MARIE+GRACE+Inah too!!
hahahahaha.

yep/

cause we're hot like that.



a picture to burn.
9:36 AM
wow.
slept at 1.30am today (last night)
cause i went to watch HELLBOY!
It wasn't that bad.
yet, it didn't seem THAT good.
but it WAS interesting.

OKAY,
i was trying to recall somethings that happened yesterday,
but i failed.
sigh, as usual.
THUS, i shall use some pictures to brighten up this post!

This week...

there were hugs.
there were tears.
there was sacrifices made for friends.
and there were cows i talked to for self therapy.
and just to make yourself happy, you just have to praise yourself.
and show the whole world who EXACTLY you're talking about.


and even if you screw something up, and everything comes apart...Some sec3 guys uh, broke the third floor water cooler. funny if you saw it for yourself!

there's always every one of your friends to catch you if you fall
you'll wake up the next day, to the glory of the sun. to a bright, fresh start (:

bimboFOUR (:



Friday, July 18, 2008
MALE BAND CRAZE.
6:42 PM
I'm having a sudden MALE BAND craze.

Current playlist artists...

1. Yellowcard
2. All American Rejects
3. All Time Low
4. Bowling for Soup
5. We The Kings
6. Archie Star not exactly MALE BAND but its nice. and is HALF male (:
7. Boys Like Girls
and other bands yeah.

i'll update my playlist on this blog then, BECAUSE OF THIS MALE BAND CRAZE.

Okay i guess today wasn't that bad.
I'm super tired,
but atleast there's not much homework.

And guess what?

*drumroll*
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*more*
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I LIT THE BUNSEN BURNER ON MY OWN.

hahaha okay lame.
but FIRST TIME OKAY.
i'm very scared of the flame ):

Right, since there's nothing much to blog about,
CIAO~

bimbo number four.

[edit]
CHECK OUT SONGS BY THOSE BANDS OKAY.
specially...

Yellowcard - Light Up The Sky
All American Rejects - Dirty Little Secret
All Time Low - Dear Maria
We The Kings - Skyway Avenue
Archie Star - Let's Get Married
Bowling For Soup - High School Never Ends
Boys Like Girls - Hero/Heroine
Yes most of those are old songs but heck,
they're NICE.

and these songs arent even in my iPod.
NEED TO UPDATE SOON RAHHHHHH.
[/edit]


Thursday, July 17, 2008
italicised adieu
7:10 PM
OHMYGOSH.
I love NETBALL FAMILY yay (:
BIMBOS all the way!
Leandra, EeLin, Steph and Me !
With JiaQi too ahhh.
hahahaha.
Training today was quite fun, and FUNNY.
We were doing bimbo cheers!
heeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

BUT, before training...
ShuLing scolded us D:
Won't elaborate on what she said. (specially to me)
All i have to say, is that i'm really sorry, and it's a lesson learnt.
and also, DAPHNE DUCK THANKS ALOT *megawatt smile*
if not, i would have lost so much face...

There's THIRTEEN days to my birthday.
Thirteen to thirteen.
*sigh*
I've kind of figured out what i want to do..
Movie (Prom Night?) and lunch and walk walk around mall of choice.
Just a typical hanging-out kind of thing (:

Im so tempted to tag this on SOMEONE's blog.
"hi. heres that tagged you wanted. i have better things to do than tag alvin's blog. and i also have better things to do than tag your blog. I dont see why i SHOULD tag your blog in the first place, because you dont like me. and i mean REALLY. so call me a bitch (again) and i wont care. because im not close to you. ALSO, why the heck did you link [blanked out] when, you barely talk to him ? Are you THAT despo for popularity ? wow. no i dont want to start a flame war. it started and ended here. thanks for disturbing my life. goodbye."
IT SOUNDED SO BITCHY MUAHAHA.
perhaps if she read this here, then i wouldnt have the trouble of having to like, GO TO HER BLOG. which would waste SO much of my precious time.

and we jumped head on into our troubles.
we faced our lives with defences doubled.
together we'll stay, strong we'll fight.
always till the clock strikes midnight.

RANDOM.
but whatever its nice blahblahblah.

boy, i miss you like heck.


Wednesday, July 16, 2008
slightly high, im so sorry.
8:34 PM


That is how free I really am.
HAHAHAHA.
okay yes sorry for the emo-ness in the previous post,
but it's true anyway.

Today, I SAW HER.
like, ewwwwwwww.
Where did i see her?
YELLOW LINE.

oh i was at the yellow line because,
i folded my skirt ONCE,
and then it was of appropriate length.
But Ms Ho just saw it was folded and was like,
"GO! NOW!"
like omgwth, she didnt even give me a chance ?!
insanely biased trust me.

ANYWAY,
yes i saw her there on the yellow line.
ACTUALLY, i saw TWO people i really really DISLIKED at the yellow line.
teehee and i was laughing my head off.
SURE i was in the same situation, but i knew i was gonna get caught somehow.
These girls, sigh, their uniform infringement is oh-so-obvious.
THEY WERE GONNA GET CAUGHT SOONER OR LATER.
(evil laughter)

oh im so sadistic.
other people's pain and embarassment makes me feel good ?
eww.
now i disgust myself D:



I feel as happy as my fly-away-zebra-on-my-pink-shirt-from-ariel.
THAT ISNT GOOD.
not really anyway.
RAHHHH.
OH MAN KALINE!!
we emo-ed so much today..
And thats BAD.
i mean, WE GOT SO MANY ISSUES MANXZXZ.
mine is more complicated but whatever.
WE GOT ISSUES.
We gotta find people to help us.
But the only people I can find to help us, is the people we're having trouble with.
now THAT is complicated.
OH IM CRAPPING SO MUCH.
hey everyone who needs cheering up, go to THIS blog.
FELICIA THREEEEE owns it (:
oh today, yeah i walked past. and your friends, were probably very mean (?) after they realised i did. and you probably didnt like it, oops im so sorry. ):
WHAT TO DO FOR MY BIRTHDAY OMG D:
little-miss-troubled-and-thinking-too-much just stomped on your head.



dear friend, we're gonna come full circle. sooner or later.
8:07 PM
we were once best friends,
sticking together till the end.
then one day it just fell apart,
a scar forever left on my heart.

i tried to start a conversation,
making the best of our awkward situation.
but then you left without a word,
that was just supremely absurd.

all i wanted was to try
try and turn back time.
thought i think its best not to cry,
but now its hard to find a star that shines.

i could remember back in those days,
we'd sit together side-by-side.
we'd hardly be too far away.
but thats just a dream too lost to say.

i'll tell you now,
that though we've fought a hundred times,
it can't ever compare to when,
we smiled and we were friends.


so i guess this is the end,
goodbye my dear friend.
i hope your still out there.
happy, safe, loved by someone.

one day we shall find ourselves,
coming back, full circle.
i'll need you once again,
i'll be too afraid to call.
and maybe you'll be on the other end of that phone,
wondering when to dial, what to say.

"hello friend, how's life been?"

here's my painful dedication.
and though we've wandered far away.
here's what i truly have to say.

i miss you,
i love you,
dear friend.
its far from over,
think it through,
it just might work,
dear friend...

disclaimer : words/lyrics/phrases courtesy of Anna Brain Corp.
approved by : Vanessa Editing Corp.


Tuesday, July 15, 2008
dont think too much, its depressing.
2:23 PM
Bryan unloading his extra extra bottles (:
Hiding ?
Yours truly with her dearest C div team ;D


Okay pics are done. hahaha.
Nothing much to blog about today.
Even if i did go on a fieldtrip.
Even if i went up to section zero territory to receive a trophy.
Even if...

Oh im so glad she didnt come and pester me today.
I didn't even see her irritating face.
What a joy.
-.-
She should have just left.

I HAVE to get some songs soon.
Like, more PRESENT songs.
All my songs in my iPod are old.
OH YES NOW I REMEMBER WHY I DONT HAVE NEW SONGS.
My iPod is full!
gah.
isn't that so depressing ?

BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY (:
I don't really know what I want...
I still want my plan to go through though. The whole go-out-with-friends thing.
i'm pretty sure i don't want, TEXTBOOKS though.
gosh, you're soooo weird to think of that!

THANKS MABEL FOR ADVANCED BDAY PRESENT.
but eh, now i have to resist opening it D:

XIANGYUN, heehee glad you like reading my blog. and it is amazing you found my blog! hahahaha. just kidding. i'm not implying anything.
BRYAN, eh... obviously you guys bought too much! OBVIOUSLY.
VANESSA, hehe no i understood you. we are both very very complex people, thus we can understand each other perfectly. YES alot of people have been irritating me lately. And i noticed these are people who start a conversation with me by asking a question. O:

and here's an extra one.

HEWEI, i'll do this paragraph by paragraph. the ones in green on your blog heeeee. :D
1. You are NOT screwed you know that. Just SPECIAL. muahaha. okay. Maybe you should just concentrate on doing well now. After all, if you do well, then you'd have a wider choice of what you want to do. (e.g. PSLE get high marks and you can choose any school you want hehe)
2. People who said they'll be there, yet their not. Those who are, are your true friends, right ? And if their your real friends, they wouldn't care if your thoughts were childish or ridiculous! See how that works out? Cool right!
3. i'm giving up on this paragraph thing cause it's too hard.
4. FREE SPEECH. gosh there's probably nothing wrong with you! Probably just over-sensitive and over-thinking things. Like i said, don't over-think stuff. You're gonna just trouble yourself more and possibly get insanely emo. Like ME!! sometimes (:
5. Things break up sometimes, because of stress! it's a hard truth but everyone has to face it. If you really want it back badly, then you can fight for it, but it aint gonna be easy (: A sudden change in treatment is hard to explain. But dont you think that everyone's really stressed now and they are facing some problems too, and cant seem to think straight? Just think of it as, it's-all-going-to-be-fine-in-the-end-just-wait, because thats how its probably gonna be.

AHEM,
[1] HEWEI, STOP THINKING SO MUCH DAMN IT.
[2] HEWEI, STOP BEING SO FUCKING SENSITIVE.
[3] HEWEI, STOP EMO-ING OVER TRIVIAL THINGS.
you're right about yourself.

And if you're wondering why i like helping you so much is cause one, im trying (?) to help you somehow, make your life better. And two, because i'm helping myself too (:

okay time to go (:


Monday, July 14, 2008
councillor bazaar, and an irritating pest of a girl.
4:36 PM
Oh my gosh.
Councillor bazaar was super fun!
hahahaha.

We sold out yay (:
Actually, most sections sold out.
Only section SIX didn't finish haha.
so many drink bottles D:

Okay seriously.
I LIKE BEING SHORT OKAY.
it's very convenient and not that bad.

Major hits on my height today.
1. WONG YONG MING.
2. NG KANG KIAT.

blahhhh.

you guys are just too tall :P

anyway, i think my right leg from knee and below is practically useless.
IT HURTS LIKE HELL.
i need some kind of magic-all-purpose-instant-cure to it.
ohmygosh i really really dislike you now. you just HAD to pester ME on his whereabouts. dont you have eyes? I saw you standing close to him just 5 seconds before you came and asked me where he was again. Are you trying to do this on purpose or what?! because if it was on purpose, then dont waste your time. I don't like him that way. and besides, i like someone else alot alot more. so get on with your crazy dream and leave my life out of it. bitch with a g?
Speaking of which.
I really really don't know what to do.
Wait wait and wait?
Like goodness, we barely even text each other anymore.
That old sense of close friendship seems to have gone ?
and yeah if you are reading this, then tell me please what happened?
we were once quite close right.. and lately, that just isnt there.

HAPPY NOTE.
Bazaar was super uber awesome-ly fantabulously fun.
Shouting match with section three hmhmhmhm.
HAHA SECTION FIVE ALWAYS WINS : P
But during my high/happy times, that person, that girl will always come up to me and ask me...
"where's ____.____?"
Oh puh-lease.
I KNOW you can see him from where you are. do you HAVE to tell me about it? i mean seriously, what IS the point ?!
oh well i wont rant too much.

bye now :D


Sunday, July 13, 2008
pictures pictures perdee pictures.
10:41 AM
Beckie, Steph, Kaline, and I. we own this wallpaper yeah.
HONEY STARS IN CMP. oh thanks Roi (:
Catechism clique. GENESIS love.
Mandy's cake (: no one ate it cause it was too cute.
MY TROPHY. wheee~
CCHMS C div, we rock and we rock and we rock (:
CAPTAIN and VICE CAPTAIN. of the star gang heehee.
See all our pretty stars ?


That's all for my pretty pictures today. actually had a lot, but for some reason the computer won't let me find them D:





long and proud. of course. C DIV WE ROCK.
8:54 AM
HAHA IM SO HAPPY, and slightly paralysed, BUT IM HAPPY.

because C div we won (:
and i'm so so so so so proud of us.
First time as a team.
First time as a team in a tournament.
First time we earned something (:

Okay so after the tournament,
Beckie, Bei Ni and I went to Bugis to buy the team anklet.
ITS SUPER UNIQUE.
and the quality is uber nice.

so we ended up at the food court to eat chicken rice.
super hungry D:
decided to go home afterwards.

took bus 12 to my friend's house.
GATECRASHED A PARTY WOOTS~
only the adults knew i was coming ahahaha.

Came home at like, 9 pm?
Meaning, i was out for 12 hours.
COOLNESS.

Actually, i had so much more to blog about last night.
But, like i said.
IM PARTIALLY PARALYSED.
that includes my brain for some reason.
i can't remember anything.
ohhhh man.

anyway, time for some messages.
alphabetical order :D

ARIEL. oh hahaha i can remember that marshmallow thing. and you my dear were the stick (: but, i think you got muscles now so i think you cant be a stick. you're a muscular stick :D
You never make sense, which is precisely why we get along just fine. DON'T BE A FRICKIN ZOMBIE. you'll ruin my happy mood. yes i dont like you anymore because you don't reply my texts! but oh well, i don't think i reply you either. just you though cause i'll always call after. You wouldn't be very good in debate at ALL. mainly cause you talk to yourself too often. and you'd probably end up debating with YOURSELF. now how's that for entertainment ? I think i need some flu medicine though. that makes me get hallucinations too. Though i think those dancing leprechauns are your turtles. I've never heard of that movie. You should video tape it you idiot! it's a natural instinct to blackmail brothers didn't you know ? And that movie sounds really stupid, please tell Bart. And yeah he is my kuya, technically. which is why i would blackmail him :D And oh yes, i may not see you tomorrow though. I hope i do though. My parents are going around looking for a new car. They've gone to see BMWs and Mercendes-Benz, and now they're leaving to check out Audi. OMG, i think they've gone insane. But i'd like a nice car (: Love you too (:

CHERYLMINE. yes okay i know it was for fun, but it bothered me so stop (:

HSIN TUNG. haha oh yeah we did it! C div is the best.

KALINE. haha i know you're really really nice. which is why i can tahan sitting next to you every single minute of school. except in CCA. coolness.

KEVIN. haiz. everyone says you're old le. ADMIT IT! anyway, exams coming up ah. stop reading your manga and concentrate :D

STEPHIE. oh yeah we ruled! The anklets are nice okay. The quality is super nice too. Okay we'll be delivery people for a day. But i put my bag down first yeah. Follow me to my class (: TELL BECKIE. see ya monday marmieeee. heehee.

VANESSA. you are so bored huh. go search youtube. Watch some really really sadistic things. SEARCH FOR, i miss you daddy 9/11. And look for the cartoon one. It's touching.

WINGYEE. kevin is old all over la. not just looks (: but, yeah we shouldnt comment so much cause he might come and whack us or something O:

OKAY THATS IT FOR MY LONG POST. i made it long cause of ariel (:


Friday, July 11, 2008
bimbo? geek? or just plain ME. :D
9:51 PM
HOMEWORK TO CHIONG TONIGHT.

1. Literature Worksheets (2)

2. Maths Worksheets (2, one overdue XD)

3. Chinese xi zi (overdue D;)

4. English cmpt, brainstorming

5. NOTES and FILING (huge stack oh nooo.)



like OH, MY, GOSH, i sound like a total geek from my homework list.



okay this post will probably get PUBLISHED much much much later than i started typing.

hahaha.



OH GOODNESS there's a tournament tomorrow and i'm totally psyched.

gotta do lots and lots of stretching today.

hope we do well...



HELL YEAH BREAKING DAWN IS COMING OUT.

it seems like an eternity.

but in reality, its only 4 weeks.

gosh i think i'm gonna DIE before then.



Gonna go shopping for team anklets tomorrow.

with Beckie and Bei Ni and probably Steph.

LIME GREEN / ORANGE with BLACK.

ka-ching (:



I'm becoming a real bimbo okayyy.

Even my piano teacher says so.

thats, WOW.

okay, i. don't. wanna. be. a. BIMBO.

and STEPH!!! dont call me a bimbo when you know im not!

hmph.



OKAY GOTTA REST NOW.

taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa (:



(oh no, no time to chiong homework cuz my mom is trying to make me sleep.)


Wednesday, July 9, 2008
braces are gonna go poof :D
9:05 PM
LIKE HELL YEAH MY BRACES ARE GOING TO COME OFF MOST LIKELY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY.

that is uber, super, awesome-ly, frickin, COOL.


today was such a happy day awww :D
enjoyed it, enjoyed it.

I think it's the best day all term. month. semester. YEAR.

1. my friends were all there to cheer me up :D
2. lessons were all slack.
3. BRACES ARE COMING OFF.
4. my birthday is an event at the dentist's office yes, its on the calendar.
5. i bought SUBWAY cookies.
6. HARDLY ANY HOMEWORK.

HELL YEAH :D


Tuesday, July 8, 2008
im a bimbo whee~
7:32 PM
Homework to be done:
1. History cmpt, preparation.
2. Literature, 2 worksheets.
3. Bio worksheet.
4. Physics worksheet.
5. CHEM PRACTICAL PREPARATION.
6. ACC PRESENTATION OMG.

Okay i guess most people ARE right.
I haven't been blogging as often.
WELL, that's cause there's nothing to blog about!

anyway, i'm having difficulty typing because my middle finger is currently unavailable.
Oh yes, i have sprained it once again.
But, i think i'll be okay by this Saturday tournament.
HOPEFULLY.

Yeah i was called a bimbo like, three times today.
And i did realise i was being such a bimbo at that point of time.
OMG, i'm turning bimbotic D:

ANOTHER BAD THING.
there'll be a bio test on my birthday.
like what the heck.
That's sad.
but i have training anyway so there's no point in fussing over this test.
BUT I CANT BELIEVE IM GONNA BE BUSY FOR MY BIRTHDAY.

speaking of which,
i havent really decided what to do.
But the most likely plan (with friends) is...
Go to Marina Square/Bugis, watch a movie, shop shop around, eat dinner.
The standard, sigh.

And i'm captain for sec ones,
but for this tournament only.
okay it aint that bad, but, i dont know, i'd rather be vice-cap (:

XIAOHUI, okay yes we are younger of course. and i'm not LAO. i'm just mature. Unlike you la, so childish. tsk. but, senior citizen is always the oldest haha.
CHERYLMINE, stop stop stop talking about IT okay. it's like, making my life a living hell in case you havent noticed. talk to me on msn please (:
CHRISTINE, no way am i going to pastamania for my birthday. Like, i've eaten there sooo many times these few months its a wonder i havent turned into a pasta dish myself. Gah.
HUIXIAN, i know the giraffe is super cute ahahaha.

the end.


Sunday, July 6, 2008
expensive cheesecake w/ chocolate.
9:05 PM
Okay apparently to SOMEONE, i haven't been blogging as often.
yeah right!
no time to blog this morning okay. woke up late for catechism.
OHMYGOSH.

and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GEN :D
i dont get why you hate bdays.
i like them.
but, will probably hate them when im around 29.
HAHAHAHAHA.

Today was a hee-uge waste of time.
Spent the whole afternoon at Suntec in this YES! store.
which sells specs and stuff.
GAHHH.
boring boring boring.

BUT, luckily HSIN TUNG WAS THERE TOO.
okay so when i was finally allowed, i went to join her and her sister at the arcade :D
fun-ness~
Second day of the weekend seeing her hahahaha.

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE.
celebrating your bday three times in three days?
and two out of three times in PASTAMANIA.
how awesome-tacular is that!
gosh im so jealous..

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO FOR MY BIRTHDAY.
i mean, ran out of ideas and who to invite.
when has this ever ever happened to me!

and yeah, trying to boost Kaline's self-confidence has made me realise how crappy my life is compared to hers.
but, i should be there to support her always.
That's the thing about me though.
always hiding it all till the last second when im just about to self-combust.
D:

oh yeah Edison kinda shaved his head?
it was just really weird.
and my mom saw him and immediately went..
"oh what happened to you! just came back from prison ?"
(jokingly okay. he's too goody-two-shoes to get into prison -.-)
BUT SERIOUSLY IT LOOKS WEIRD WITH HIS MEXICANOOOO MUSTACHEEE.

Yes that's my life so far.
Gosh, its getting worse and worse eh?
Losing my touch on everything.
boohoo :(

CHOCOLATE CHEESECAKE WITH CHOCOLATE TOPPINGS AND EXACTLY THIRTEEN CANDLES.


Saturday, July 5, 2008
broken chains, egotistical people (:
9:27 PM
Here i go again (:

TODAY WAS THE SCHOOL'S 69TH ANNIVERSARY.
at the yishun branch.

gah it was so modern looking okay.
so not chung-cheng-y.

And during the parade, one NPCC guy fainted. and YuTing+Clara+Me were all laughing at silly random things.

HAHA.

I WAS A PRIZE AWARDEE OKAY :D

quite fun. but, i was super super super hungry during the whole thing.
I WAS LIKE SERIOUSLY SEARCHING FOR FOOD.
hungry hungry,
very very!

Then for approximately two hours, was smsing Yong Ming.
*ahemahem* ZI LIAN D:
at first he dont remember me.
then i said "shortest girl in sc board"
then he was like,
I KNOW YOU LE!

ZOMG. what a nice remembrance ehhhhh.

egotistical people.

ARIEL HAS LEFT ME ONCE MORE.
and she's taken a weekend trip to DAVAO.
god, see how RICH she really is!
pfft.
and she says im rich.
NO WAY NO WAY!!

denise, look, im sorry at what happened at our friendship. but if we cant even patch things up, then what a waste of time we will have as friends in the future. talking to you is not the same anymore, haven't you noticed? and if you can actually misinterpret something i meant as a joke, wouldn't that mean you don't understand me well enough anymore? sure, i'd be willing to try to patch things up, but if you have your friends, then go ahead and leave me. because i have my friends too.


Friday, July 4, 2008
tall in front, tallest behind!
5:55 PM
oh i'm eating CORN now (:

anyway, just a little updating i guess.

like omfg 1EP CLASSROOM NOTICEBOARD chao nice can!
and who design ahh...
*ahemahem*
tsk, i can't take all the credit.
Must thank those people who stayed back.
I stayed too, but i went for training so can't really count hmm..

and today there was some phototaking,
AGAIN.
you know, you CAN get bored of taking photos.

something happened today.

but awww,
i'm so happy cause brenda and yiting are happy :D
cause i can make them feel TALLLLLLL.
i think that fact will always always remain the same (:
THAT MEANS,
Brenda cannot bully me ahahaha.

And why is everyone using this phrase to greet me,
"how's life down there?"
VALERIE THANKS ALOT *pouts*

then during lunch, TzeFung asked me what CCA i'm in.
I said netball.
And he gave me this skeptic look.
And started using hand gestures to show im short.

OMG LA PEOPLE BEING SHORT ISN'T THAT BAD OKAY.

anyway, tomorrow, getting prize wheeee~


Wednesday, July 2, 2008
impossibilities, improbabilities..
10:27 PM
I'm probably insane for liking him.
I'm probably close to mental for actually thinking he likes me too.

BUT WHATEVER.

i have a life. and i'm gonna live it.
no matter what,,,

Linked people, rearranged people...
hahaha.

OH YEAH I CLEANED 1EP CLASSROOM TODAY.
wooots~
yeah its clean, and dust free. and oh so nice (:
hope can maintain until atleast tomorrow recess gahhhh.

BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY coming soon.
what to do hmmm.
bowling and a movie and FOOD sounds best ahaha.

I updated my playlist *points there* for Vanessa :D
educating her taste in music hmmm..

Okay seriously, life is a bore.
EVERYTHING, is dying out.
we're losing time,
we're losing time..

oh..
SECTION FIVEEE~
FangYu and JiaXin bully me ahaha.
no la jkjk (:

okay i shall try to sleep before 11pm now.
virtually impossible but i gotta try!
netball tomorrow again D:

PS, leaving ariel for a small amount of time has left her paralysed in her brain and currently needs intensive care to reverse the bimbotic side effects. Dr. Cheska has prescribed a sleepover ASAP loaded with $47.60 worth of icecream to boost recovery.