OMG. MYEs are coming. I feel so stressed.



I shall put my life in number point form, so that it looks neat.



1. I keep getting scolded for the stupidest reasons. E.g. Not putting the house phone back onto the charger. WTH right?



2. Geography project is due soon. We're all chionging it. It's quite fun, but tiring. RAWR.



3. Physics is officially the most confusing subject in the world.



4. I realized that usually, when you like someone, it's cause they like you back (regardless whether as a sibling or whatever) because... HYPOTHETICAL CASE. A likes B. A will be nice to B cause he likes B. B sees how nice A is. B likes A cause he's nice and everything. Thus, A likes B and B falls in love with A! TADAAHH.



5. I am seriously lagging on my English Self-Study. I cant seem to find a way to motivate myself to do it.



6. SHE irritates me sometimes. Like, she's sooo obnoxious. And extraaaa. But other than that, shes okay. Just that when she tells me something, and i try to find out MORE, she'll suddenly change some detail of the story which were kind of the KEY POINTS. it's irritating. and she's so RUDE and UNtrustworthy. Did i mention, IMMATURE. she HAS to grow up.



7. There were fireworks yesterday. In front of my house. In honor of the SINGAPORE FLYERRRR. it was awesome.



8. I have a feeling i have homework to pass up tomorrow, but then again i always have that feeling. HA. slacker. I learned from you. (((:



9. Noone calls me anymore. I barely have loooong text conversations anymore. WHY? i dont bite... waaaaaaaaaaahhh.



10. Stress is such a huge factor in everyone's lives. It can put strains on anything from friendships to studies. It brings out the WORSE in people. Aint that sad? Im glad you're always here for me.



11. MYEs are coming up and i havent really studied. Im trying hard to motivate myself, studying whenever i can. It's getting easier to revise now, and i really want to do my best. I shall work HARD.



12. James Blunt is coming of the 13th of May. Click Five is coming on the 1st of June. Anyone interested in going with me??

13. Tests are coming up, right before MYEs. how, convenient. Chemistry, Biology.... RAWR.

14. I'm sorry for getting mad at you. And i dont care how vulgar you were in response. Just that, we barely talk anymore at all. We barely have time! You have your French and everything, which results in me having to call LATE at night, at which point you are studying or sleeping. Which is whyyyy, we NEED a sleepover PRONTO.

15. What's a dance of a flame without fire? Where were you when my needs were dire? How can one live, without hope, fear and fire? To HOPE for a better tomorrow, that our dreams will be fulfilled. To FEAR for the safety of those we love, and for our oncoming challenges, to fear that we may someday need to stand on our own two feet. To have FIRE, the burning desire to chase after our dreams, to have that passion in ourselves.

16. I need to see my primary school dears soon, or im gonna die. Im living so far away from them, that it's almost impossible to see them.

17. I need to find motivation to study. I dont need cheerleaders. I need that spirit. But where?

18. I love him so much it hurts to look at him. To know that he may not like me back. he may NEVER like me back. He's always on my mind. He makes me smile with his words alone. He brigthens up my day, and makes time pass so quickly. Time does fly.

19. I need that support to get through tough times. I cant just go to anyone, i have to really trust that someone. As i mentioned before, people i trust are ARIEL, DETTE, DENISE, ALPHONSO and BEN LOKE. thing is... Ariel is constantly busy. Dette is in another country. Denise is almost always there. Ben Loke barely has time. Alphonso is busy (:

20. I shall make myself learn how to be a better IT whiz. HA.

So much going on, and i dont want to drag my trustables down with me. They got their problems. I'll solve mine on my own i guess. BUT i will NOT resort to becoming a slasher.

wont you ever look my way and tell me what you feel?