like it or lump it.

dance with me

Put on my records, know my song,
if you're lucky, we might just sing along.
yes, i mean you.
not you, i meant you.

then read me a book,
a classic, any story.
I like Shakespeare and Twilight.

head down to the mall,
pick out some boho-chic.
give me my scarves, my t-shirts,
my flats, my sneakers.
my oversized shades with a coutoure jacket.

and we'll waltz into the movie,
grab a seat in the back,
enjoy the thrill,
of living in another time and riddle.

but at the end of the day,
when sunset has gone,
and twilight has fallen,
one last goodbye,
and a slamming screen door.
is all that we're leaving.

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

6:51 PM

Okay, im seriously distracting MYSELF from my Charisma project AND zuowens. But i dont care. I think i need to put this down before i forget.

and this is gonna make Eunice, KK and Kevin really really happy. [not a good idea]

This all was running through my head today. I wasn't distracted in class or anything, but it was running like an un-ending film in the back of my head.

should i give up, or should i just keep chasing pavements.. even if it leads nowhere...

Im going to be responsible for myself and others. Im going to refrain from smsing him too much. Why? Because i dont want to be a distraction. Its bad enough that i distracted him MORE THAN ONCE, but to do it repeatedly?
Wow, that's a sin against myself.
And i dont want to seem as though i "cling on" too much.
That, is so not me.
I'd much rather let you be you.

I'm doing this for you.
I'm not ignoring you.
I'm letting you concentrate.
I was being selfish by distracting you, and that's wrong. I'm not going to continue to do so anymore...

I'm NOT going to confess/say anything right now. [disappointing right Eunice?] But i really don't want to be a distraction.
As a friend, i've decided not to be that trouble. Not to be that distraction. I want you to do well. That's all there is to it. It's my decision.

and as much as this seems like crap. im really trying to help you out. and hey. if im not distracting you. that's great. but i want to do whats best for you..

that's the end of it. but i'll be with my phone.

just.

in.

case. you ever need me.

Today, well. I wasn't on good terms with most of the class. I mean, i tried talking to some of them, but they kinda just ignored me. Well, im okay with that. It wouldnt be worth talking to them in the end...

And i was still a little bit pissed at them...

We learnt force and stuff in Physics today. And Mr. L. taught us how to commit suicide quickly and effectively. beat your friends in a cycle from ECP to Changi. Run faster than everyone in 2.4km.

YAY.

Okay that's pretty much it today. I shall return to my Charisma and zuowens...

Thanks Cherylmine and ChengCheng and HuiXian and XiaoHui {qad!} for encouraging me and such. Seriously, people like you make me happy. yay.