like it or lump it.

dance with me

Put on my records, know my song,
if you're lucky, we might just sing along.
yes, i mean you.
not you, i meant you.

then read me a book,
a classic, any story.
I like Shakespeare and Twilight.

head down to the mall,
pick out some boho-chic.
give me my scarves, my t-shirts,
my flats, my sneakers.
my oversized shades with a coutoure jacket.

and we'll waltz into the movie,
grab a seat in the back,
enjoy the thrill,
of living in another time and riddle.

but at the end of the day,
when sunset has gone,
and twilight has fallen,
one last goodbye,
and a slamming screen door.
is all that we're leaving.

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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
wasting my life

3:20 PM

YES i am wasting my life.
all i do,
is sit in front of the damned computer
and watch people sign in and out.

WHY am i so pathetic to do this huh.

I miss you.
that's all i have to say.

i think i need a better life.
more things to do.
i need to occupy my brain with something something worth living for.

ew i'm turning emo.
i dont like it.
YUCK.
but what else is there to do...

i realised, that i'm not much of a people person. SCRATCH THAT. i am a people person, just not with some people.
SURE, i'd go out with a bunch of people, once in a while.
but, sometimes, i feel like i shouldnt be there, not with these people.
I feel like they arent my friends, that, i'm not one of them.

staring blankly at the screen
will do me no good.
dreaming of what can't be
will do me no good.
thinking of what we can never be
will do me no good.
waiting for someone, who never gave a thought,
will do me no good.

GOSH.
my life is THIS close to tearing apart.
this holiday is going to kill me.

yeah so what if i like him. jeez. he won't like me back. it's this thing called impossible. if he ever liked me, that would be a miracle. but there's no one else. there's no one else but him. so technically, i wouldnt be wasting SO MUCH time waiting. no not really. but it kills me you see. not knowing what im chasing after.

im so worried about so many things.
what, is he ignoring me?
how the heck am i going to do all this homework.
is this okay? am i breaking a rule?
did my dad say i could?
where is he now?
what's wrong?

i need my little sunshine to come back into my life, carrying this hecka lot of chocolate and icecream with him. and we'll sit on the beach, talking till the moon comes up.