like it or lump it.

dance with me

Put on my records, know my song,
if you're lucky, we might just sing along.
yes, i mean you.
not you, i meant you.

then read me a book,
a classic, any story.
I like Shakespeare and Twilight.

head down to the mall,
pick out some boho-chic.
give me my scarves, my t-shirts,
my flats, my sneakers.
my oversized shades with a coutoure jacket.

and we'll waltz into the movie,
grab a seat in the back,
enjoy the thrill,
of living in another time and riddle.

but at the end of the day,
when sunset has gone,
and twilight has fallen,
one last goodbye,
and a slamming screen door.
is all that we're leaving.

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Friday, June 6, 2008
just when i thought everything was perfect...

9:05 AM

i feel so horrible, so lost, so emo.
and at this point,
possibly desperate D:

Chinese is a very irritating subject. I could barely handle normal chinese, yet now i'm taking higher chinese. Yeah, sure, it's QUITE interesting. But, UGH, i can't do chinese. I can stare at my work for hours, scratch that. I can stare at my work for as much time as i have, and only get a few questions done. PATHETIC boo.

RAH, netball. Gosh. Coach is fun and strict. Not bad. But at the rate we sec1's are being trained, we might as well don't play in the tournament. We've only got two shooters, a few midfielders. The rest? pfft, never played netball before. at all.

I have an hour and a half left to do my tuition homework. Chinese, that is. Guess what? I CAN BARELY DO IT. gosh. Oh atleast i can maintain my C5 average for chinese -.-

It's not desperation per se, not yet anyway. Why can't i just go right in his face, and tell him what i mean to say. No i can't do that. So why then can't i seem to type it out in words, and press SEND when i'm done?
i don't want to wait for someone who's already decided to walk away.

One thing atleast is helping.
SEVENTH HEAVEN.
it's my own self-help DVD.
also, my own personal entertainment because
it was the greatest series from the 90's!

Conclusion?
1. Chinese is a hard thing. It's a bliddy obstacle. Some reason or the other, it's probably necessary in my education D:
2. I have no right whatsoever to direct the team, direct the coach. All i can do is work hard. And pray hard that we do something good for chungcheng.
3. I'm not the only human being in this screwed up mess. All i wanted was a simple answer, so that i can choose to stay, or walk away. But, i can't always have what i want now can i?

facts. of. life.