OH YES. before i forget. Last night we ordered KFC for dinner.
and guess what?
It wasn't my dad's name recorded.
It wasn't my mom's name recorded.
It was
MINE!hahahahaha so cool so cool.
And loads of people are quoting what i said today..
PLEASE. i am not
that blur.
I just forgot what i said, that's all.GIVE ME SOMETIME TO THINK OMG.[edit]
Sometimes, talking about certain things makes me think clearer. I tend to hang out with people older than me. Ariel's older. Eunice is older. Gosh, Bea is older. My teachers used to say that i was mature beyond my age... i guess i know why now.
I can give the silliest theories, but it's just a theory. AND, it does make sense.I can give people advice that makes sense, and HELPS. But this advice are to some situations i've never been in before. Yet, it's a success.I can view things from different points of views. And i often wonder what its like viewing the situation from someone else's point of view. GOSH I'M SO DEEP ITS
UNNATURAL.but i like it. *shrugs*
Oh i remembered something.
A week ago i think, my mom found a scan of the last letter my great-grandmother wrote to me. It was in 1999 or 2000 i think. March if i'm not wrong. It was a few months before she passed away though... It brought so much tears to my eyes...
She told me that i was talented, that i should work hard because i'll achieve what i strive for. She told me to be strong. She wanted me to do well in whatever i did, to make the family proud. She told me so much, advice mostly on my growing up. She hoped i would grow up to be successful...Most of all, she told me she loved me, and that she missed me.What strikes me the most is that, she wrote it as though she knew it would be her last letter. Somehow, i wish i was born earlier. Somewhere in 1991-1993. I'd have known her better...
She was my great-grandmother, mind you, but she was still as important.
I remember that letter...
Her elegant script...
The by-now yellow colored paper...
The way she wrote my name...
I want to make her proud. I want to be able to show my family that i can do it... Expectations are high, yes i know... But i want to do it for her...
Here's my prayer that she taught my mom too...Angel of God,my guardian dear,To whom God's lovecommits me here,Ever this day,be at my side,To light and guard,Rule and guide.
Amen.[/edit]
