like it or lump it.

dance with me

Put on my records, know my song,
if you're lucky, we might just sing along.
yes, i mean you.
not you, i meant you.

then read me a book,
a classic, any story.
I like Shakespeare and Twilight.

head down to the mall,
pick out some boho-chic.
give me my scarves, my t-shirts,
my flats, my sneakers.
my oversized shades with a coutoure jacket.

and we'll waltz into the movie,
grab a seat in the back,
enjoy the thrill,
of living in another time and riddle.

but at the end of the day,
when sunset has gone,
and twilight has fallen,
one last goodbye,
and a slamming screen door.
is all that we're leaving.

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Thursday, June 5, 2008
newfound jealousy?

1:46 PM

i can't let it go.
i'm slowly losing it all.
what's wrong with me?
it's that little bug, right by my ear.
feeding my insecurities.
feeding my poisoned jealousy.

Anna has officially died today.
woohooo~
I already drew my tombstone yesterday, with my cause of death stated.
"DIED FROM NETBALL TRAINING"
oho, i loved my tombstone.

AND, also, like i said. the weather won't listen to a poor girl's pleas.
It was super super hot during training.
After training it started to cool down, and it began to RAIN.
yeesh i hate the weather.

WHY CAN'T I JUST SHAKE THE BLIDDY FEELING AWAY?!

hopefully, tonight will be a great time.
QAD, Roi and Kaline never fail to cheer me up.
Even if my troubles are still swimming in my head...
CHEER-UPPERS!

oh i still owe Kaline the "10 facts about me" thing. yeah im doing it soon.
it's gonna be different from everyone elses!

that feeling, that feeling...
i need someone to tell me it's okay.
i need someone to tell me i am wrong.
i need someone to tell me it's harmless.
i need someone to tell me what i want to hear.
and yet, still be sincere.

VANESSA, thanks alot seriously.

People say that telling your friends your troubles is supposed to help.
But everytime i do, why do i feel more worried?
I'm dumping something unwarranted for, onto someone who never asked for it.
Somehow, it just seems wrong and screwed.

I'm sorry you guys, that this post is so emo-tive. But, i really just need to get it out. Someway, without really troubling my friends.

SCREW IT.
SCREW JEALOUSY.
SCREW INSECURITIES.
SCREW THIS WHOLE THING.
SCREW THE WORLD'S UN-FAIRNESS.

but why can't you treat me like everyone else? i'm just another friend aren't i? why can't you do the same for me, just the same as you do for others? if not, why can't you do more? i just want the same treatment from a guy like you.