i smile so bright on the outside,
but i'm dying on the inside...(scroll down to pictures if you can't be bothered to read...)TWO DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY.it's like, a
big deal for some people.
and it's a
big deal for me, on some days.
Yet, some days,
i just wanna forget it.I find more joy in
anticipation then in actual
celebration.
You
countdown to the days, hoping for that day to come.
And when it finally does, it passes by like a
whirlwind.When it's over, you try to think back to the
joy, the
happiness,but you can never
relive the moment again.
Right, enough cheem stuff yeahhhh.
NORMAL, ENGLISH, SIMPLE THINGS...I started
smiling to
myself today. That's strangely
weird. And it felt so awkward. AND WOW, lucky no one saw me cause i bet i looked
spastic.I have been apparently chosen for the
cross-country run. As in,
EVERYONE has to run, but i'm representing the class.
AM I INSANE?! i
can't do long distance! But, well, maybe it's worth a try ? Just don't blame me if
i fall flat on my face from exhaustion.I feel horrible for going to training today.
Horrible because
my muscles ache ALOT. and even
worse because
I didn't do anything, just watched, while my teammates
suffered. That's wow,
shameful ?
OH my
2.4 run was, how shall i say it...
A FAILURE.i mean,
i bet i even hit 15min.. either that, or
i missed A by a few seconds.My gut says so.and my muscles too.DISGRACE D:1. I still need someone to explain physics to me.2. I think i need to get some kind of medical help.3. I better run off to do my DnT properly.SO HERE'S MY PARTING PICTURES AND VIDEOS.
COFFEE BEAN :D I got two Talls for the price of a Venti, which is CHEAP!
all day, staring at the DOG.
That was the BMW car meet, and in case it isn't clear, that's a hecka lot of BMWs.
That's what you get if you leave me with a paper, some markers, and a boring CMP lesson.
