like it or lump it.

dance with me

Put on my records, know my song,
if you're lucky, we might just sing along.
yes, i mean you.
not you, i meant you.

then read me a book,
a classic, any story.
I like Shakespeare and Twilight.

head down to the mall,
pick out some boho-chic.
give me my scarves, my t-shirts,
my flats, my sneakers.
my oversized shades with a coutoure jacket.

and we'll waltz into the movie,
grab a seat in the back,
enjoy the thrill,
of living in another time and riddle.

but at the end of the day,
when sunset has gone,
and twilight has fallen,
one last goodbye,
and a slamming screen door.
is all that we're leaving.

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008
friends, live and die for them.

7:22 PM

oh man.
i'm so so so so so so so tired!
My body is aching like JELLY.
you know!
WOBBLY D:

Training today seemed,
SUPPOSED TO BE fruitful.
but,
it wasnt.
sigh...

OH, we ran our usual two rounds, OPPOSITE from the normal way.
SO, we clashed a little with the sec 3s running.
Quite funny watching them run THE OTHER WAY.
oh right,
WE were in the wrong!
hahaha.

Before though,
was in the classroom STUDYING.
(pfft, so hardworking right!)
and i was like, APPARENTLY, doing some really bimbo things.
WHICH I WASN'T!
huh, some people are just too jealous :D:D

Despite everything that's threatening to drag me down into a dark shadowy abyss where i shall cry my eyes out,
I'M FEELING HAPPY and LUCKY.

i'm doing my best you guys.
thanks for all the talks and everything, and attempts to cheer me up!

oh i just remember something that kevin said during step-down,
that REALLY struck me.

paraphrasing here we go.

Kevin says:
i say that its not easy to hide your tears and feelings. coming to fullboard with a smile so that everyone think you are strong when ur not
this is so that everyone follows your lead.
blabla
I THINK.
(even he can't remember muahaha. LAOREN!)

but it stands true.

if there's something worth living for,
it'd be God and Friends and Family of course.

I'm really wondering about this whole new problem.
Is it my fault ?
Should i or should i not apologise?
After all, if it wasn't really my fault, i would risk losing my pride.
But, this thing insulted my councillor friends in a way, but mostly insulted me.
I laughed it off the first night, but, the second night ?
it just GOT to me.
i need some time to think, some time to sort things out.
but i can't seem to do that on my own, but i don't want to drag my friends into this.
WHAT'S THE RIGHT THING TO DO!

and i have to eat dinner now..
ciaoo~