I finally have
SOME mood to blog.
I'm still so
deeply in love with my
dearest Edward Cullen and his little family of
vampires. And the
dearest book called
Breaking Dawn which is part of the most
awesome-tastic series of
TWILIGHT!
one day, one day,
i'll find my own Edward Cullen (:
warning : post does not get any happier from this point on. just a little heads up.Would there be
a greater hell...Than forgetting your earphones with a stupid bus ride to school.Oh yes, i experienced that today.
it was
horrible.Anyway, we had like
THREE HOURS of free period today.
Chinese, English and History.woahhhh sian.
History was worst cause Mr Soon from next door came and scolded us.
No relief teacher lalalala~
Had a friendly netball match with IT during recess.
So funny!It's like,
three different games,
three different balls,
ONE COURT.
and everyone was clashing and everything! hahahaha.
sigh.
i'm getting
confused about
everything.
I mean,
i bet the answer is right there, RIGHT THERE.but i can never find it.And if i do find it, and to everyone else,
it IS right,
i can't seem to take the plunge.WOAH, lucky i still dont have white hair (:My day starts best with a smile from
you, and a text from
him..
I get the smile, but i never ever get that text. SAD D:
MY DAD MADE A PROMISE HE CANT KEEP.atleast i bet he can't.
he said,
"sorry for not letting you go to singfest but its a sunday night, and you have
school the next day. also, it isnt seated so there might be a stampede and
blahblahblah so you would be in horrible danger. i promise you the next concert
here at the singapore indoor stadium i will buy you the ticket."
Dad,
sorry, but don't make such promises you
probably wont keep.
AND, he
was saying i was
small somewhat, not able to defend myself.
Yeah that was
a huge blow man. You know, i bet if i was taller, like 158+, he'd let me go.
............-.-
I'm not happy today... A little high, but inside i'm not happy.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY.I feel sad, depressed (?), unhappy, worried, confused.i know a good cry should make me feel better.