OKAY.this post will be purely about what's in my head,and mostly nothing about today.OKAY.capisce.fine.THIS FRICKIN DAY.desastre.okay.
gosh, it WAS so fun,
materialisticly.But when it comes down to it all, my problems,
nay, my troubles get worse, and
worse.Hey, atleast i know what i'm missing,
what i
SHOULD be missing, for
it aint good for me.You're a frickin
liar you know.
Whatever shit,
about not now,
later.Well go to hell.
No not really.
But thanks, for not being purely honest.
Atleast i know now,
that you aren't all that great.Then what about everything else?
Where i had placed more than half my hopes in ?
Because i was already
99.99999% sure that
he wouldn't work out.
OH.
what another
tragedy.NO.straight flat out eh.
Better to take it now, than later.
Atleast, i think i can concentrate better on studying.No more checking my phone, anxious for your dumb reply.No more planning out my time, to match your online schedule.NAH.
i'm free.always was.I'm telling kaline now.
that it's time to let go,of everyone.so what if my hopes were so high,
and were knocked down so easily?
so what if i wanted it this way,
but got it another?
That's life,deal with it.all im saying,
and Vanessa will be proud of me for this.is that,
ITS TIME TO LET GO,PUSH IT ALL AWAY.CAUSE IT AINT ALL WORTH IT.i'm gonna watch the sun set,
all alone.
it's midnight,
i'll stay up till noon.
i'll face the morning,
charging head on.
walking, wondering,
what went wrong.
but then i'll finally realise,
that it was just full of lies.
that i'm just wasting my time.
i've gotta move on,
learn to be strong,
time to let go.GOODBYE.
