Everything's so screwed up.My time management, my revision plans, my friendships...
Things that i never had a problem with before, seem to have grown into something so much more complicated.
Yet, as
unique my life was before, everything now seems so
cliche.
Like that picture, where true love is spelled out in the form of silhouettes, of a man and a woman.
It's so simple, we just HAD to make it complicated.
I have my own definition of love, true love.
You know you really love that person when, no matter how hard you try, you'll only see that person's face in a crowded room. People tell you to give up, but you can't, because all you see is her/him. That's what love is.
Imprinting?
Every once in a while, i'd like to have fun. Just going
all out crazy and
letting it go.That once in a while has turned into complete nothing-ness now that exams are here.
Yes, i agree with Vanessa.
I can't even see what's beyond the first week of October, the first DAY of exams. I can't. No plans, no nothing. Just pure white.
BLANKOUT.What i do see, are the days before.
The insane mugging, the late nights, the constant revision. Hey, i feel smart. Because, Deon had asked questions today, to all of us in general, and poof, whaddya know, i answered it first.
And it's sec two work. OH YEAH~
That's called pure genius.
There's always something about that old-fashioned glamour.
The 19th century, and early EARLY 20th for that matter.
Those luxurious gowns, glamorous balls, even receiving telegrams. There's something special, unique, amazing and compelling about it all. I just wish there was a book, that incorporated everything.
The olden days, true love, balls, courtship, literature.
Literature's powerful.
It's so intriguing.
I've picked up Ophelia, a late companion to Shakespeare's Hamlet, and i fell in love. I've read Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte and i fell in love. I finished Pride&Prejudice more times than i can count, and i fell in love.
Really, the 19th century is a literature lover's heaven.
Perfect for Vanessa and I.
just perfect.
And i've let Roi listen to some songs, i hoped it would make him feel better. I'm not sure of the consequences, but i know he liked it.
It's like your life story ain't it? Don't you feel better when you know you have a current life song? Songwriters are better at putting words together, and hearing what you want to say, is the best thing in the world when you're feeling upside down.
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What would happen if everyone wished for
world peace on their birthdays, as they blew out their candles?
Would their wish come true?
Why can't people be less selfish, and be more selfless, giving up what they can to help others.
There's a reason why people here organize CIP, and that's for us to feel priveledged that we can clear part of our conscience(:
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And when the sun sets,
we'll think back to our glory days.
Back when the candles weren't strewn on the floor,
and you weren't walking out my door.
people, just wish me luck. i'll see you on the other side.
Everything's so screwed up.
Every once in a while, i'd like to have fun. Just going all out crazy and letting it go.
What would happen if everyone wished for world peace on their birthdays, as they blew out their candles? 
