OKAY.
here's just a little quick update on what's been going on this week,
before i head off on a road trip to Pagsanjan Falls.

Let's see,



1. Becca got sick. Chicken Pox, so she can't join us in loads of things. It's horrible really. We've been doing lots of interesting stuff. Which she can't do. D:



2. First interesting thing would be going off to Trinoma mall. It was HUGE. well, no surprise because malls here usually are anyway. So yep, went shopping around. Bought a new swimsuit from SPEEDO.

And i saw Haagen-Dazs new icecream inspired by TWILIGHT!



3. It was the Twilight premiere here on Wednesday. And me, being muddled headed and in holiday mood forgot the date, thinking the premiere was the NEXT day. Anyway, i managed to catch Twilight that night, after the concert/party at the plaza.



IT WAS AN EFFING AWESOME MOVIE.
i HAVE to catch it again sometime.

Was really bummed out and stuff because i originally intended to wear my Twilight shirt to watch the movie. UNFORTUNATELY, it was still with Tita Gems, so i couldn't get it. UGH.
I was REALLY crying and freaking out and stuff. But oh well, atleast i can say that i've watched Twilight.


I'VE WATCHED TWILIGHT!

(what number am i on?)



4. Went shopping at SM with Ninang and Mom. Made a beeline for SURPLUS! gosh. I bought alot, and it only cost me S$45. Best thing about surplus though, is that most things are branded.

A&F / Hollister / Old Navy kind of things.
So yes, it is worth it.

We ate at Sbarro again after... 2 years? Yes. Pizza is as great as ever.

Also managed to get new shoes. Like, 3inch(?) heels. WOW.
whatever, they give me blisters but they're still nice.


So that's about it for this week.
It's pretty much a whirlwind.
I feel like i could get used to life here, easily ;D

AND, i get my license in about 2 1/2 years, so...

AWESOME.

okay, ROADTRIP TIME !



PS. MY twilight enjoyment!
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=10726&l=20683&id=1275874437

Finally made it back to the philippines!

I spent about 1 hour reading and eating.
(at the same time)

AND THEN,
i slept for the rest of the 3 hour flight ;D

It was pleasant.

And my uncle was flying the plane, so we got to get into the cockpit.
It was cool.

RAHHH.
i'm so frustrated.

My PREMONITION LOVERS story is really far from being finished.
I've barely finished ONE essay for my portfolio.

HOMEWORK, don't even bother.
CHINESE is a pain,
and HISTORY?
what, are the teachers trying to kill my brain cells?

Oh no, don't even think of answering that.



the other half of my most treasured friendship reminds me of something i read in the literature book.

Cherry Valance : We're cool to the point that we don't feel anything.

Except, i think it only applies to you.
numb.

If, to you, we've only been close since two years ago,
well, i'm deeply hurt.
You probably have all your school friends as bestfriends already.
But even since that time you and our other friend kicked me out of your rooms,
well, i always reserved that spot for you.

I never expected the best of you. Because, i would be happy to see that you're doing some things that I do.
Call once in a while to catch up on things,
Call me and scream in my ear about something exciting, like what i do.

I guess you are right, that we've only been close recently.
(blank), we've known each other for 9 years, maybe more.
So maybe, we weren't meant to be friends because it took us so long, to be just a bit close.
that's, disappointing in a sense.

It feels like, a huge loss.







staring at the photos on the wall,
all our memories flashing past.
you could never hear my call,
we were speeding by way too fast.
always tried to reach,
tried to cross the bridge.
we could never practise
what we preach.
i prefer to take things slow.
revel in the beauty of things all around,
not rushing past at the speed of sound.
so maybe, it's time for me to go.
maybe you'd like to follow me, no?
i'd take you by the hand,
just promise me we'd still walk along the sand.

Like wow.

The countdown never fails to amaze me every time i see it.

Twilight.
Is coming out somewhere in the world in that amount of time.

But i still have approx. a week before i get to see Twilight.
ALTHOUGH, i'd get to see it opening night.

I'd love to go in a t-shirt.
A nice Twilight t-shirt.
That'll be my objective then, to find a t-shirt before the opening night.

Ah. lovely.

Philippines is within my reach.
I'm SO happy!

I'm a little bummed out that i don't get to spend New Years' there, cause I won't get to play with all the explosive stuff, but well, we'll still get it here so i guess it isn't THAT bad.

English festivities just aren't a big deal in this country.
Which is, honestly, a very very sad thing.

http://www.hollywoodpremieres.com/twilight/

that was so cool.


You guys, perfect Christmas present = Team Edward t-shirt, Team Jacob t-shirt, and a whole load of other t-shirts of Twilight.

I swear, i would literally scream in absolute delight before toppling over because of the lack of air.

Yep.


And oh man, my countdown is lost, because i'd be in the Philippines,
in which the movie comes out on the 26th of November.

But atleast i'll be there when it comes out.
Definitely.

And i'll watch it a few million times.
Definitely.

I really want that shirt!

Wildfire is this object of my fantasy, of my every imagination.

It's interesting, see?
Dangerous, capable of almost anything, and yet no one knows where the story is going to end.

Never realised how that could describe me...


(From Facebook.) THE WILDFIRE.

She is Spontaneous, Crude, and Loving. You’ll often times find her dancing by herself near the jukebox/the band/in the middle of an empty field. She enjoys life on a level unappreciated by others. Like a lost AM radio station, she is quite a delight to experience, if even for a small amount in time. Just as wildfire comes, wildfire goes. She’s here one day and gone the next, often leaving without a note. This is the tragic being of one of God’s most beautiful creature. You’ll always remember her for the wind in her hair and the music she sways to.

OH MY GOD.

I totally freaked when i got this email.
I was literally in SHOCK.

The sender name was ALL TIME LOW.

The subject ?

ALL TIME LOW HAS ADDED YOU ON IMEEM.









ISNT THAT SO FRICKIN COOL ?
i didn' add them.
THEY added ME.

and they only got like 2000+ friends, which is a shocker because they are so bloody awesome.
it's all totally legit though yeah :D
okay that's it for my rant.


I'd just like to point out that I have no idea how to do the Geog. writeup,
and History is just a pain in the a**.


3 FREAKING DAYS TO TWILIGHT!

Just having some free time now.

Haven't started packing yet, though i guess i should.
And i should finish up most of my homework so i can leave it all behind.

But no, sadly, i haven't done any of the above.
I'm simply stuffing myself with Twilight to survive the 3 hour plane to Philippines.

And by touchdown, thousands of people would have already caught Twilight opening night.
All.

Around.

The.

World.

So yes, i am going to freak out.

But who cares, i get to rub it into everyone here that i HAVE watched it.
And i'll probably watch it a few times, like Ironman.
whoopeeee.

Anyway,
did you know that Jackson Rathbone (Jasper) was born in Singapore?
I know right? That's so weird.


Kellan Lutz is just so adorable.
He's like, THE ultimate guy.

The jealousy is eating at me.

Especially with the girl at the last video clip, the last girl.
actually, the last two girls.

OH MY CULLEN.

The Stunt Doubles Were Pretty Hot.

You Guys Will Have To See It.

We Might Need Some Cold Showers.

The Weather Was Not A Twilight Fan.

I Wanna Kick Some Werewolf Butt, and then Die.

How Will Taylor Get Taller? Tom Cruise Lifts.

My Dad Cried When I Got The Part.


All these were filmed just yesterday!

AND 6 DAYS TO TWILIGHT!

http://www.mtv.com/movies/movie/369195/moviemain.jhtml

I think i figured out one or two of my problems.

You see, i really need something to hold me together,
or atleast to distract me from all my worries and try to ease the pain.


The planner/organizer obviously didn't help, and neither did any of my hobbies.
The cons of being able to multitask, sigh.

But then it struck me the other night, as i was wondering who to call to spill everything to.
It struck me like a big fat jet plane.



I needed someone to hold on to.



I've never had that someone ever before, totally atleast,
because well, i never did.


Yes, i have this bestfriend i've known for years,
but sorry hun, you aint always reliable. Sometimes, i don't even get replies on text messages,
much less pick up your phone. You always forget to call back, to reply, and the first few naive years, i forgave you. But now, (blank), no one can be that forgetful. And we always argued, remember those letters we passed? You know, i wrote those with tears mostly, at night, wondering really, how we could stand each other all these years. I'm wondering that now.
And i realise the answer to that is, it's easy to push past the differences between us when we're having fun, when we're in good moods. But once the moodswing strikes, sometimes, i really can't stand you. But for the sake of all our good times, i'm still hanging in there. For old times' sake, for once, can you see that i'm depending on you to be my rock, my cornerstone, my bestfriend.

But you aren't there.

It's like a knife into my heart.
I freefall out of the sky, expecting you to catch me.
But you're miles and miles away,
and i drop dead.


And then i watched Wizards Of Waverly Place.
The two girls, really really looked out for each other.
Of course that's a Disney fantasy, but it could be made real.
Why NOT ?


So then, that's when i realized, i didn't have that friend close by.
I don't have any sisters nor relatives close enough to confide to either,
so where am i supposed to go?


I turn to the one person who's already had enough trouble in her life.
Myself.

I just need a friend,
a friend i can confide in,
a friend who's there 24/7,
a friend who is similar to me.

This is really self-destructing.


And i realised another problem.
Maybe because i'm a nosy person, or i just care too much.

See throughout this whole economic crisis, i've really begun to pay attention to money, savings, etc. And mostly, i worry about where i'm gonna go to for college. Because i want to excel, i want to succeed, I want what's best for me.

Bottomline : These aren't things a girl my age should worry about.

But i still do so.
And, it's confusing and all, but i try to manage.
Because partly i WANT to, and partly cause i feel like i have to.

And it just gives me a huge headache.
That i want to keep, but bring down to a smaller level.


All these stupid problems i've had for so long, i've finally found the WHY in them.
But HOW to change these ?
Yes, well, i don't know.

That's it.


And just a little side-note...

Those of you who know my First and Last name,
PLEASE PLEASE don't go around screaming it to get my attention.
It's not that hard finding a girl with my name in this place.


This is for my own privacy, and security reason so please,



Next time i'm walking down the street, just call my name, and not my full name.
Next time you want to leave a tag that really catches my attention, USE A DIFFERENT COLOR FROM EVERYONE ELSE.



you can call me Anna.
but no more than that in public places.

Thank you.


goodnight everyone.

Finally.

Finally is the word of my life.

FINALLY, i've done my homework.
FINALLY, i won that match.
FINALLY, i did that.
FINALLY, i did this.
FINALLY.


Finally is the soundtrack of my life.
it is the soundtrack of a procrastinator.



I really really really really don't get the point of Facebook.

SURE, it's for keeping in touch.
SURE, it's for spying on your friends.
SURE, it's for making paedophilic "friends".
but honestly, what other good does it do, for people who see each other practically everyday?


I'm losing it.
Losing it all.
I thought buying a planner, or something for organizing, would change all that.

I was wrong.
It just brought on a fresh wave of worries.

I'm messed up,
cluttered up,
screwed.

Change, it's so sudden.

Gabriella Montez said goodbye hundreds of times, she's used to it.
I'm not.
And unlike her, i don't have a Prince Charming who'd sweep me off my feet and back into his dear, safe arms.


You know, Ariel is talking to herself on the phone.
Because i'm in the right mind not to talk to such a retarded freakozoid.
JUST KIDDING !


My goodness,
my brain's such a cluttered mess,
this post is utterly pointless.



Good bye.

Wow, i haven't blogged throughout the whole weekend.
That's horribly sad.

Well, Friday was the P6 prom, of which Denise, Justin, Amaliah, Siti and I were DJs.
haha.
It was rather fun.

Unfortunately, i was one of the last to go home cause i had to wait for my parents to come.
They came at 10pm D:
But oh well, thanks to Justin for staying with me.
Mr Tay wouldn't let him or GuoFong go home while i was there.
Thank you, bodyguards.
;D

Saturday was kind of boring.
But, went to Gericho Miguel's house for his birthday celebration.
Angelo actually noticed the subtle pink ensemble.
HAHAHAHA.

Ended up watching stupid stuff on youtube for a while.
Then we watched SUPERHERO MOVIE.

and as you all very well know,
that is a completely pointless, supremely brainwashing movie.
So we spent the rest of the night till about 1.30am searching youtube for even stupider videos.



"Star Wars" acapella tribute to John Williams



that video is rather cool too (:

And well,
this is totally pointless but whatever.
We were watching a video where the baby would laugh when the guy said, D'OH!

And when Inah started watching it, yes well, she laughed just like the baby.

HAHAHAHAHA.

okay yep.
Stayed until 2.30, waiting for my parents again.
I played babysitter and *ahem* told the twins to clean up.
hehehe.
sipag naman!

And today, i went to church, and then went to the Flyer/Pit Stand area to hang out.
If some of you shopping-junkies know, there WAS a 80% sale at the Pit Building.
and not just ANY clothes.
DESIGNER clothes.

I bought an Armani (J) jacket and a Diesel shirt.
I wanted to buy more, and mind you they WERE cheap, but my dad was with us,
which inevitably is the equivelent of not being able to buy more than half of what i got.
YEP.

gosh those gloves were so prettyyyyyyy.


ended up back at home, now, trying to do History.
That's my goal today.
But i don't know how to do it so...

TATAAAA (:

O Romeo, Romeo! Wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy
name,
Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,
And I'll no longer be
a
Capulet!

'Tis but thy name that is my enemy;
Thou art thyself, though not a Montague.
What's Montague? it is nor hand, nor foot,
Nor arm, nor face, nor any other part
Belonging to a man.
O, be some other name!
What's in a name? that which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet;
So Romeo would, were he not Romeo call'd,
Retain that dear perfection which he owes
Without that title. Romeo, doff thy name,
And for that name which is no part of thee
Take all myself.

-Romeo And Juliet, Act 2, Scene 2

How lovely.
And i'd have you know that i can memorise the first part on my own.
That's obsession.

And i'm so in love with when they first met,
that first scene.
Act one, scene five.



I've finally begun to write out my portfolio, and it's turning out great. I've already had two
stories in mind, and i'm training myself to be unafraid of writing out what i'm thinking at that moment. I feel free (:



But, i want to show them that i have this wide range, but how? My Shakespearean language is nowhere near being able to do written work, and my poetry isn't that deep. I can't seemingly write fantasies and fiction all day!

UGH!




You guys, have got to check out this person on Deviant. His works are absolutely amazing.
http://oh-youprettythings.deviantart.com/
Such perception.
JAKE HOLDSWORTH <3



Coach said that when your muscles ache after training, it means you're pushing hard.
My muscles are aching all right, but i don't feel that sense of achievement.
Is that called over-achieving ?



Afraid to step out into the cold,
the child just sits alone.
A playful banter
and she's knocked into the snow.
Bitter cold and icy tears,
she's begun to face her fears.
One step, a light crunch,
Two steps, and she's feeling pumped.
Three steps on and she's joined the fun,
Realised how much she's left unsung.
This joy of overcoming,
overseeing,
over taking,
One does seek,
and some do find,
The world is bitter-sweet,
unkind.

AHAHAHA.
TODAY, in US time,
NOVEMBER FOURTH 2008,
the change of the world is here,


PRESIDENT(elect),
BARACK OBAMA.


44th President of the United States Of America,
FIRST ever African-American President.

A turning point for the world we know today.













Okay i'm sorry i had to put that,
i just HAD to.
My brain would kill me if i didn't.

ANYWAY, humph.
I'm freaking out for no absolute reason.
....

Maybe it's cause,

1. My head is still spinning from all that Shakespeare.



2. I still feel sour over the Ferrari-Massa thing. Of course i do, he frickin' shed tears D:



3. I'm freakin' out over the amount of homework we have, that i somehow STILL HAVENT COMPLETED.



4. I'm excited for my trip hooooomeeeeeeee.



5. Oh, my uncle might be my pilot for that trip, whoopeee.





6. I'm excited for Christmas.






7. A new world is here, along with a thousand changes.







8. TWILIGHT IS COMING OUT SOON.





ahhhh, 8 simple reasons.

toodles~
I'm gonna go shop for my dearest sec2 textbooks.

Sigh.



i haven't posted much.



do you want to know the fabulous reasons as to why little-miss-lazy has just gotten a teensy-weensy-bit lazier?



ah, for the love of answers...









1. She's been attempting to entertain her cousins, for a while, and has had no time at all. She is deeply sorry to those people who are so fascinated by her life as to come to her blog regularly, as they were greeted with no updates every time. i'm sorry, but family comes first.









2. She has been racking her brains for the tiniest bit of inspiration to start her first piece of work for her portfolio. Either that, or she's been thinking of which pieces she already has to use. Ah, that dream so near yet so far. Looks like you really got to work hard to grab it.









3. She has also been racking that same, tired, lethargic brain for inspiration on her fanfiction, Premonition Lovers, as it has (once again) reached rock bottom on the inspiration charts. She has been pondering several possible chapters, and hasn't decided on which idea to elaborate on. It really is hard.











4. She has been attempting to organize several hundred photos, spanned over 3 computers, into one hard drive. Which is technically impossible as she also has a few in 2 phones. Wow. Amazing. And she can't seem to have the selfless heart to delete the not-so-nice pictures to make space for the oh-so-awesome ones.

5. She's been busy trying to prepare for several things, like her holiday/CHRISTMAS in the Philippines, as well as Prom Nite this Friday at her old school, of which she is the DJ. ah. All that hard HARD work.

And there you go, oh-loyal-readers, how busy, how tired, how arduous my daily tasks are.

This is precisely why my brain is in such a mess, and part of it has already disintegrated into a million pieces. Those pieces have been jumping around her skull giving her severe headaches and migraines. The inability to think.



One further excuse to the long list above i might add, is the horrific amount of homework we have to do. I would really love that planner Vanessa, ASAP.

please oh please.

And i already have one part of your birthday gift here, and i'll mail it as soon as i have the whole thing.



there you go guys,

cheerio~

PS, i don't see what's so appealing on Facebook. Really. You sign in, read the first page, check up on what notices you have, and that's it! However, i do think it is more easily accesible than Fster. And well, Myspace won't work for you unless you intend to TRY and get famous so yep.


PPS, this website is so totally awesome. like, uh huh. http://formula1.com
LIKE THAT'S SO TOTALLY OBVIOUS (: