hurhur. awesomeness.
(if you can find the ENTIRE description of this personality, it sounds alot like me. sort of.)

hehehe, gave MiiChiang her present this morning.

made her close her eyes when i put the bracelet on her (:
I think she liked it.
She looked like it.
She KISSED me hahahaha.

Which made me forget to take a picture of her reaction *pouts*

But oh well, BESTIEE HAPPY (belated) BIRTHDAY!!!!



So, i want to murder Keith today. Really.
Keith, you should watch out.

First you pangseh. Then, WHAT THE HELL DID YOU SAY OMGGG~.
made me blush like ~~~~~~~~~

tsk.


Miley Cyrus - The Climb.




I have this fascination for TAPPY games.
If you don't know what i mean, DJ Max and TapTapRevenge are some examples.

OOOOH. JamLegend.com is awesome if you have a wireless keyboard (:

I'm addicted to those games ahahaha.


OH AND I DID THE HOEDOWN THROWDOWN.
in the middle of the fourth floor.
which was awesome. hahahahaha,
public humiliation (:


ANYWAY, KEITH I STILL WANT TO KILL YOU .


right, time to go chiong my overdue homework.

PS. There's this apparently well-dressed 40plus year old man around our school, asking for girls' hankerchiefs. And the entire time Mr Chua was describing this, the whole school was laughing cause he seemed to be describing himself. hmmm.....

ANNOUNCEMENT.

my TUMBLR is back up and running.

(atleast for now)

LINK IT TOO IF YOU CAN.


checkyes-juliet.tumblr.com


and even better yet, GO JOIN TUMBLR!!

It feels good to know people love you.

This entire post shall be about appreciation.




To THE sectwo batch of councillors,
ohmy, you guys seriously brighten up my life everyday.
I love recess cause i get to see you guys, and even though nothing interesting happens, it's still nice to know we'd stick through stuff together.




To my C-going-on-B div team,
I love you guys to death seriously and we gotta stick, stick like super glue. Really love going to training because i get to see all of ya'll, and we can all get high and random and be totally stupid together (:



To my section, and to THE council board,
School would never be the same without you guys. It'll be a boring, monotonous life without SC. Really. Even just having a simple section meeting or seeing all of us together makes me feel happy and good (:



to my dear KEITH.
hurhur you know why i love you right right right! (funny eyebrow look)
that's all that needs to be said.
toodles honey~~
(weird finger thing)



and to THE MIICHIANG!

i just really love you to death because everytime you see me it's like you haven't seen me in YEARS and i love you for it! awww, it makes me feel really touched and loved you know (:
appreciation.



And this is where i have an epiphany.


I depend on others to get me through the day, which goes to show someone out there depends on me too.

we're like a card house. Each one is flimsy and weak, though some may stand out of course, but still, main point, WEAK. but stacked on one another, we depend on each other, and we can stand.

and so, just like the tree in the common test paper said, we shouldn't be selfish and live for ourselves, but we should think of others and think of what we do for them just by plain living.


PLAIN LIVING PEOPLE!

currently listening to : THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS


So lately, i've been feeling slightly overwhelmed.

And with just that sentence, the one reader reading this would immediately think, "THEN GET OFF THE COMPUTER ANNA!".


and now you're nodding your head, cause you know i just read your mind.


ANYWAY, point is, i have been feeling overworked, overwhelmed, just OVER-EVERYTHING.


Coach just told me, and only me, that my position in the school team is shakey.

It could only mean one thing.
I'M NOT DOING WHAT IS EXPECTED OF ME.

but i can't push myself any further...
I'm trying my best.
I'm really worried because this isn't the first time he's told me...
I don't know what else i can do to please the team, please my coach.


I can't stay up like most people late into the night studying, because i would lose out during the day cause i'll keep falling asleep.

but if i rest early, i'll lose out on study time. And eventually my studies.

UGH.



My time management is crap, and no workshop will change that.




I don't know what to do anymore.
Where to focus my energy on, and at what time.


and here's my brilliant plan...
Turn into a super antisocial person who does nothing but mugmugmug during her free time.


but that's just not me!
I need FUN, EXCITEMENT.


which brings me to how everything i go through everyday has become monotonous and boring.

ROUTINE.

i know that's how life is supposed to be, but even little things like walking a different way home is a surprise, a change.

i'm really tired already, there's no more steam to keep this engine going.
and the same routine everyday is just making it worse.

just a little change.
try a little change.



and i found out i share something really important with hsintung, which i don't want to share with her.
(because it might put a strain on our friendship)
i don't know what to do.

• i don't know if i should pursue it, because i don't even know what to do with my current situation, ahemahem.
• and it would be slightly easier to LET IT GO, if we knew what the other side wants too.

right hsintung?



i shall stop moaning and whining now like a kid and just tell you all that ANDREW CHUA really sounds like a donkey sometimes.


EEYOOOORREEEEE.

I'm at Ariel's house now.


AND IM LOVING HER ROOM LIKE OMFG.



anyway, i shall post about camp in a little while, when i have time, i promise this time.
But for now, i shall raid ariel's files.



What have i found?
(btw, she's writing me a love letter on graph paper with a quill and ink. seriously.)

that would be me, probably a year ago. it's outside Marina Square and i was trying to do the zoolander thing.

epic fail. seriously.

and this is eunice and me, swaying. to Paula Deanda's song.

and at the end, eunice freaks, and actually i did too, cause we didn't know ariel was filming.

WARNING : the following photos were commented on by ariel unless otherwise stated. please do not be taken aback nor freak out if she sounded spastic or retarded, or otherwise weird. remain calm and continue scrolling down for everything has to end. right?

i shall go read her letter and write her one back now. take care on your journey with her. it could be dangerous.

wait, what am i saying? how can ariel be dangerous? SHE'S A RADIO PIRATE THAT STOLE MEXICO FROM THE PORTUGESALS! :O

ohhhhh.

OHHHHH.

OOOOOH LALALALA. :D
*starts to break out into the twilight-parody-from-niga-higa song*

if you havent noticed, thats cheska with the glasses and the flyaway fringe.

Finally changed my blogskin after all this time.

One hour to camp reporting time, ugh.

I'm so freakin out cause i might forget something.
ahahahaha.

oh well.

Right, that's it.

Just wanted to say i changed my blogskin.

AHEMspasticAHEM.

that's a motto worth sticking to.


(to my purple anorexic dino.)







I know this year's gonna be tough.
I know it's really gonna be rough.
Everything's gonna be what we expected, and more.
So maybe we should raise our expectations,
over-estimate the world as we know it.
but for the sake of ourselves, and those depending on us,
we have to keep pushing.
we'll be the little engines that could.
stay strong, hold on.


(love your yellow holy banana.)

Young hearts,
I believe that we are not far
From becoming who we truly are
Love is on its way

Dreamers,
You see everything in color
While the world is getting darker
Love is on its way

So hold on another day
Cuz love is on its way
You’ll find it’s gonna be okay
Cuz loves is on its way
It’s alright, you'll find a brighter day
Cuz love is on its way
Ohhhh...

Leaders,
Show us how to love each other
It could help us to recover
Love is on its way

Lonely,
I believe that you will find me
And together we will truly see
Love is on its way
Yeah

So hold on another day
Cuz love is on its way
You’ll find it’s gonna be okay
Cuz loves is on its way
It’s alright, you'll find a brighter day
Cuz love is on its way

Yeah
Hold on another day
Cuz love is on its way
You’ll find it’s gonna be okay
Cuz loves is on its way
It’s alright, you'll find a brighter day
Cuz love is on its way

Cuz love is on its way
Cuz love is on its way
Cuz love is on its way

cause you're my bestfriend.
and you'll never be replaced.
so put on that smile i love so much.
cause it always makes my heart race.


I WANT A LINED BOOK WITH THE HARDCOVER TO WRITE IN.

criteria to be fulfilled?

1. preferably a compact size, though not too small, and not too big either

2. LINES HAVE TO BE PERFECTLY SPACED. i like the spacing between the school paper. that's a good spacing.

3. HARDBOUND. or else.


Yep.


Everyday beauty?
Today, I woke up with the sun shining in my face, and birds chirping outside. It's nice. Peaceful.



life is filled with self-conversations and rhetheorical questions.

I think records are cool. It's the new IN thing.
Unfortunately, my dad won't let me fiddle with his record player, so i have no idea how to play the records. I do love it's quality though.

It's like old-hollywood-glamor.

which i love too (:



OH YAY.





SC camp is just DAYS away. Another happiness meter boost.





I think i'm gonna bring homework, and then i'll sit down with Kaline and Bryan and whoever else sec twos are there. And we'll put in the anti-climax of the camp.





HOMEWORK.







I dreamt that most people in school died. Isn't that scary?


Seriously.





There were guns and knives and people chasing each other. I don't know WHY we were getting killed, but we were. And it all took place at night, so when for some reason, all the lights were turned on and more people and police and officials started filing in, everything became clear.





People died.


People drowned (in the lake no less.)


And people like me were traumatized.





And we had a train(?!) running through our school.


and BARBEQUE PITS.





weird eh.





But scary. I do believe I woke up crying, because I think I was.











MOVING ON......








I have no idea what's wrong with me.


It's holiday, and i make plans to go out, and then BAM!





I get sick. (but it's a managable flu now.)


BUT ITS ACOMPANIED WITH AN ITCHY EYE.





you've got to be kidding me -.-








OOOOOOOOOH, and if you ever go to Borders' in Parkway, go straight to the place where they sell the notebooks and stuff, and buy me that TRAVEL STAMP NOTEBOOK.





that costs $26.





Or you could just stay at the entrance of the store and buy the NUMBER 2 TWILIGHT POSTER





which costs $16.







this is why Borders' pwns.

Just finished posting some pictures on the class blog.
From last year.




I'm feeling super tired.
I think it's cause i don't get my happiness meter way up in the clouds anymore.



So Yuling was just moping about grades,
and i told her it was possible for her to shoot up into the sky like the lava from a volcano if she tried hard enough.


Nice use of metaphors, no?


GIMMICK THIS TUESDAY OH YEAH (:

i think that'll help my tired-ness.

Actually, i'm not tired.
I'm lethargic.


To put the term right.
I'm LETHARGIC.
yep .



gimmickgimmickgimmickgimmick~~~~


*happy dance*


What have i been up to lately?
nothing much.


Oh, but i have for some reason been people watching.

And you know what really irritates me?





Guys.




You heard me.
guys.




Why? CAUSE OF HOW THEY DRESS.



Seriously, have they never picked up a single fashion magazine, or watched something STYLE related?
(never mind, don't answer that)



Because well honestly, SKINNY JEANS DONT WORK ON GUYS.
it just looks wrong.

That's better.

Guys, go save up to buy yourselves a nice decent pair of Levi's jeans.

And you know what else i think is gross?

non-full length pants, like 3/4 or something.

You can't figure out if it's shorts, or PANTS.

Which is disgusting for some reason.

Or maybe the skinny jeans TREND is only here. Because back home, i've seen a few guys trying it out, but it doesnt start a full on trend. Cause EVERYONE KNOWS IT LOOKS WEIRD.

back home you've got the polo shirt and the baggy jeans.

much better.

RIGHT. enough.

I don't want to start a rant.

ciao,.

I love and hate the E! channel.
really.

I'm watching this special, on Taylor Swift.

And i love Taylor Swift.

She's like, my idol or something (:

ANYWAY, it's making me cringe with jealousy at her.

AND, it's like, giving me inspiration.
and more drive to buy a guitar.
and motivation to start writing again.

There hasn't been a single song coming out of my brain since last year.
And i feel bad.

Really.

I'm just gonna be spouting out random sentences that make sense in my brain, but won't string so well in this post.


There's this drive I have, always, to write. Write a song. Write a song about me, my life, people, guys, troubles, EVERYTHING. And i'm like, i already know the piano, so i wanna learn the guitar, hence the need to buy a guitar, just to try it out. You know?
The same drive is pushing me, you know, making me look up to Taylor, cause she was just so normal, and now this huge star!
ANYWAY, sometimes, i can actually write some songs, that are actually nice. And you know, i can't really do it PROPERLY with a piano, cause well, no passion eh.
But i'm intending to do it with the guitar, so i really really really really want a guitar!

EH.

So i really want to get that guitar.
And i really need that notebook, those big A4 sized notebooks.
(not the ringbound ones. i like those that seem to be glued together. but they can't be like the scream city kind, cause those break easily.)


So yes, that's why i love and hate the E! channel.

Lexie Hayden rocks. http://myspace.com/lexiehayden
http://youtube.com/lexiehayden

Taylor Swift rocks alot. http://myspace.com/taylorswift


ciaoooo.

WOW.

AMAZING.

I got sick again.
OHMYGOODNESS.

Tonsilytis? (i don't know how to spell it eh.)

Basically, it means my tonsils are very inflamed and swollen, just like last year.
And just like last year, it happened around this time.
Coincidence?


Anyway, to add to that, I have this ulcer, right at the back of my mouth, which itches(?)
whatever. Basically it kinda hurts.


So right now, my mouth is pretty uncomfortable.


OH AND YOU KNOW I WAS LAUGHING WHEN THE DOCTOR TOLD ME WHAT THE ULCER WAS.


Basically, it's a STRESS ULCER. yes, you heard me.
STRESS.
But it's not like, stress stress, it's immune system stress.

And an immune system that is under stress, is a weak one.
and a weak immune system is caused by late sleeping.
AHEMAHEM, LATE SLEEPING.


Actually i might have made it to school, since it's kinda like sore throat.
Unfortunately, because it is TONSILYTIS(whatever), it is somehow accompanied by fever, and since my fever is constantly at 37.9, it's kinda giving me dizzy spells, and headaches.


So there we go.


Didn't make it to school today because of this.
AND, i won't make it to school tomorrow either.


OH MY, HISTORY TEST, WHEN SHALL WE BE TOGETHER AGAIN?
(drama queen)



My mom bought me this cute little ORANGE frock from Mango the other day.
It's fabulous.
I love the color! It just POPS in your face.
Like bubblegum.

Oh yes almost forgot, one thing i like about this sickness,
is what i get to eat.


Oh yeah, NO RESTRICTIONS baby!
Doc even told me, cold food like yogurt and icecream would be good.
Like, how cool is that!

Anyway, downside is i have to stay at home, because my temperature makes everything feel cold, even the slightest gust of wind. So, i have to stay home where i can get the temperature regulated.

that made me think i sounded very spoiled. D:


Atleast, i have my SEVENTH HEAVEN series to get me through.
Oh how i love that show.
It's so homely and family-y and stuff.
Life lessons, ya know?

Well, i gotta rest now, ciao people.

i really have to find underground music.
PRONTO.

And i don't know, but i just gotta say this.

You don't just throw around the words so sweet,
you don't just say them to everyone you meet.
You'll build them up, "finally someone cares"
and then, to find out no, he/she didn't really.

You don't say these words, just cause you feel like it,
just cause you think they'd make anyone feel good.
You don't just say it, for the sake of it.

you say it with heart, with feeling,
with truth, honesty and everything in between.
you say it cause you mean it,
and you want your sweetheart to believe it.

yep.

ohmygoooooosh. yes, goo-shh. that's how you say it.


I wasted about 45 minutes bloghopping. And replying emails.
So before the hour is up, i'll actually post something now.


Nothing really went on this week. Um, yeah, i have this sudden study-and-don't-study virus.
Do you know what that is?
Well here's a definition.

study-don't-study virus, annabananasypnocitis
A virus that affects your brain, giving you the motivational drive to
study, however it also implements a lazy factor in your brain, so you want to
study, but is to lazy to.
Side effects include dizzyness and severe guilt.

THERE YOU GO.


Went over to Bea's new house yesterday.
I went there to TALK to people, and guess what.
Everyone brought laptops and PSPs and whatever and we ended up BARELY talking.

the non-techno-group = Bea, Angelo, and me.


EH OMG THEN WE MIGHT AS WELL HAVE STAYED AT HOME D:


sigh. Technological advances seriously suck.



Oh and the only reason this post is even up, is because of this.

dear blahblahblah,
yes for some reason i actually listened to your blahness and decided that i
might as well try to please you by typing out this absolutely nonsensical,
random, OMG LIGHTNING JUST FLASHED, blog post.
Be happy. I usually don't do this for anyone.
Yuck.
xoxo, me.

And there's this entire chorus that's been stuck in my head,
and the irritating thing was that, I CAN'T CONTINUE IT.
so i shall share it here and see who has suggestions.

baby, rain was coming down,
all we did was drive around.
no going nowhere,
wasn't all fair.
headed the wrong way down
desperation boulevard.

and i know it doesn't even rhyme.
It's supposed to be a song, but if it doesn't rhyme or even SOUND good, well, there's no point now aint there?
But i just have this NEED to write it.

desperation boulevard.

Nice ring to it actually.


Right. My hour's up and it's time to go.
annabananasypnocitis is creeping back in.


YEESH.


cause i was never just ordinary.