I love and hate the
E! channel.
really.
I'm watching this special, on Taylor Swift.
And i love Taylor Swift.
She's like,
my idol or something (:
ANYWAY, it's making me cringe with jealousy at her.
AND,
it's like, giving me inspiration. and more drive to buy a guitar. and motivation to start writing again.There hasn't been a single song coming out of my brain since last year.
And i feel bad.
Really.
I'm just gonna be spouting out random sentences that make sense in my brain, but won't string so well in this post.
There's this drive I have, always, to write. Write a song. Write a song about me, my life, people, guys, troubles, EVERYTHING. And i'm like, i already know the piano, so i wanna learn the guitar, hence the need to buy a guitar, just to try it out. You know? The same drive is pushing me, you know, making me look up to Taylor, cause she was just so normal, and now this huge star! ANYWAY, sometimes, i can actually write some songs, that are actually nice. And you know, i can't really do it PROPERLY with a piano, cause well, no passion eh. But i'm intending to do it with the guitar, so i really really really really want a guitar!EH.
So i really want to get that guitar.
And i really need that notebook, those big A4 sized notebooks.(not the ringbound ones. i like those that seem to be glued together. but they can't be like the scream city kind, cause those break easily.)
So yes, that's why i love and hate the E! channel.
Lexie Hayden rocks.
http://myspace.com/lexiehaydenhttp://youtube.com/lexiehaydenTaylor Swift rocks alot.
http://myspace.com/taylorswiftciaoooo.