that part in Kate Voegele's song just absolutely rips my heart out. I don't know why, but it just does. the whole vibe just kills me.
my playlist right now just really seems to suit my mood, though not so much the feeling I'm feeling. cause it's soothing to my ears. which is good.
So i just feel like i have to bring something up.
So on Thursday i went to catch a movie with Vanessa and Jeanette right? Well, i had to take the train home myself, and i cursed myself for forgetting THE most important thing in the world.
my earphones.
therefore i was stuck on a 30(?) minute train ride all alone, really alone.
so i got on the train and was followed by two groups of people.
the first would be a trio of teenage girls chattering on and on (standard duh) about hair and fashion and irritating parents and so on. So i drowned out that conversation.
the second is a pair of very tall 20-something guys who probably just got out of NS cause they were deciding what college course to major in. the majority of the conversation went to deciding what kind of psych course actually.
after a few stops, the girls got off and a group of filipinos got on. (oh yeah we're awesome. why? i don't know.) they were animatedly chatting about something i couldn't catch.
and do you want to know WHY?
because the twin towers behind me were so loudly (to me) discussing their college course in their boring monotone voices that were so YUCK that instead of putting anyone to sleep, they'd just drive any person nuts.
filipinos got off after a while, and i was stuck with the Twin Monotones for the rest of my train ride.
how sad.
basically from people-watching, i have noticed that teenage girls like to chat about almost anything under the sun that they have something to comment on (yes i'm guilty of this too, who isn't?). and filipinos talk with so much enthusiasm and facial expressions and emotions. (oh yeah, we rock.) and well, those guys....
they need an IB lesson, or maybe an EPS lesson (:
i feel so many things that usually, USUALLY, only people with a midlife crisis should feel.
i'm 13/14 for goodness sake.
THIS IS SO NOT HAPPENING TO ME.