EEEURRGGGHHHH.
people.
stop sending me stupid links to porn sites and live webcam shows.
firstly,
i am a girl and i am not lesbian or bisexual and hence not interested in seeing other girls being obscene and immoral.
secondly,
porn is for losers/perverts who can't control their over-raging hormones and are sick in the brain.
thirdly,
you stupid virus. you're giving me false hope that someone is actually talking to me. it's making me feel pathetic and i know i am.
yes you heard me.
the almighty never-bored me is feeling pathetic.
i'm in a house full of 12-16 people at a time.
and as of now it has 6 kids including me.
AND IM FEELING PATHETIC.
oh anna you really have surpassed yourself.
well anyway, i really just wished someone would talk to me.
hold a nice, intelligent conversation with me.
but on the bright(er) side...
WE'RE GOING TO THE BEACH ON FRIDAY!
yep.
packed with a ROAD TRIP!
and BEACH TRIP!
which equals FUN TRIP!
oh what am i talking about yes we're REALLY GOING TO A REALLY AWESOME BEACH.
not like those constantly-cleaned-by-students-but-still-very-dirty-beaches in singapore!
and anyway, i've been home for almost a week now, and i've done so much, but i haven't posted now have i?
well i didn't really want to, to be honest.
a) because it seems like no one is reading this blog anymore. oh haha, yes there's probably only 2 of you reading right now.
b) i was too lazy to.
and c) because i think pictures would be more effective but i can only upload an insane load in singapore when i get back.
honestly i think the hype has died over the number of people reading this blog. guess i'm not interesting anymore.
oh what sweet tragedy.
and i thought of this randomly while staring at the instant-messenger screen waiting for someone to pop up and start talking to me... (yes that's what i do most times, stare blankly and feel pathetic.)
pretty much based on this person doing exactly what i do (stare blankly at the screen and wait) and then that person sees their crush's personal message as
"i love you"
or something gooey that involves the crush expressing their love for someone ELSE.
and our protagonist begins to type in her/his own personal message...
"i just wish you meant it for me."
or something along those lines.
yep.
not very well thought out now is it?
but it just rolled off my mind.
and it ties in with the false hope i was thinking of at the time so there you go.