With all due respect.
why is that such a cool thing to start anything of with?
"With all due respect sir, but i think you're wrong. you see, the moon is yellow, however you have color-blindness, and hence you have difficulty seeing its colors."
"With all due respect (name), I think you're making the wrong decision. it's a left, not a right."
simple conversations you can have with yourself then. (:

ANYWAY, exams are literally right around the corner.
one more weekend (hey that's your corner!) and BAM!
it's gonna hit you like a big yellow school bus.
ouch.
I can't wait for it to be done and over with though. It's like, "HELL YEAH WE'RE FREE FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR."
of course, that's not exactly true, seeing as we'd have holiday homework and that crap. D:
School saddens me.
"School? Why do you have to be so damn sadistic?"
THIS BLOG SADDENS ME CAUSE IT'S DYING.
Like, honestly, who the hell comes to this blog anymore ):
PEOPLE IF YOU DO, YOU BETTER TAG ATLEAST JUST THIS ONCE. (or twice or thrice or quadruple times if you will.)
Exams. Stress. do hormones balance out the equation?
I know these exams are important, they decide what kind of stupid things we have to do next year! But, i don't have the will to study. Why? WHY?! This is the wrong time for stubbornness and cockiness to sink in Ches. Yeah I already know that.
I've gotta work hard.
I may not want a top stream, but I want to be able to make that choice. I don't want some silly computer deciding for me. It's for me and me alone.
There's Chinese Oral tomorrow. You'd prolly know that i am the most un-chinese-speaking-person in a Chinese school. pathetic, i know, but sadly that's my reality. I know the answers to questions, but only in English. My translator, I just hope it doesn't break down tomorrow.
I'm dying slowly. But this isn't the time to give in to it.
Perseverance, mental strength. That's all I need.
It's not rocket science, not yet.
it's just a simple mindset.
i'm just hoping i won't screw anything up, or get distracted by all the crap that i'm always thinking about.
(why can't i just be a part of that? why? why must there be such a big difference between you and me?)